That Thick Gurl

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Tri POV 

Ever since Tee and me had not seen each other I tried to replace her but i couldn't no one was like her she really is an amazing girl.

I Dated a a rockabilly girl for 3 years, She was beautiful, she was short and she had some meet on her, cause i like my girls BBW in my drake voice,ha! But back to the story, we talked about marriage, then we move in and lived together and what not. We did somethings, went a lot of places, and it was just a great situation.  We went to a car show and this guy waved at her. I thought he was some type of stalker or something and i was going to address him for her but she tole me not too, she stared at him the while night and i was just wondering why, this was beginning to irritate me a great deal. I tried to bring up the subject again and she got a little weird. 

" oh hey, this is my friend"-her
" oh hey, hows it going I'm Tri" - me

I shook his hand and then he gave me a confused look, then he said to her " hey, i'll call you later, I'm sure your not doing anything, ha!" 

I was confused what did they have to talk about, She is my girl. When he was out of sight i looked to wards her and was about to speak but she beat me to it.

Then she said to me " when i said this is my friend, i meant you"
When she said that i was just in a state of shock, who moves in with someone, and thinks about a future with them just to play them out. Now i was angry and i punched her and then ran to him sending multiple blows to his face. The usual shock of a crowd came and i got off before anyone was able to pull their phone out, I do have to think about my career still. then she told everyone 'we didn't end up on the same level and she tried to give me a friendly breakup so we can stay friends'

I just went to my car and  drove off leaving the situation.I went to the beach and looked at the sky and began crying,I don't even know why i was crying but for days it continued... i Changed the locks and I took her stuff and Threw them out and pour some of the most disgusting things that no one would ever want to smell. She showed up and seen it and began apologizing for everything trying to explain herself, I just closed the door and she sat outside it crying , i haven't spoken to her since that day.

But apparently she said to one of her friends that i still knock into

" Tri was probably the best person in my life, and i messed it up for a guy who ended up treating me like crap" 

After i heard that Tee just came to my head and i just went into a depression, thinking of everything that i did to her. I left her because i was selfish and i regret it so much i just want her to understand that but i don't know how to get things across to her.