The Hardest 'I LOVE YOU'

chapter 1

Chapter 1

Love..

Love....

LOVE?????

That's the perfect and most wonderful feeling towards someone special, and my special someone is my son.

Nasa kitchen lang ako while preparing our breakfast, habang naghahain I can feel that someone is watching me pero binabaliwala ko lang kasi alam kona ang susunod na gagawin nya..

"Memeeee!!!..." His cute voice eco in the house

I can feel him running towards me and hug my legs, he is murmuring something pero nagkunwari akong hindi sya napapansin, his small hands is wrapping upward like he wants me to carry him

"My! baba mawu wants cho eat me"

He is acting like takot na takot pero you can see his adorable smile I smile back and put him up. 

"You know that baby marru won't eat you kaya, he just want to play with you diba? Isa pa, alam ko naman  nagpapahabol ka sa kanya" malumanay Kong sabi and then he pouted, oh!! How handsome my son is

"Noh!!.. He bite me here like he's a fwog!" Tinuro nya ang kanang braso nya kahit wala namang sugat, tumawa ako at pinanggigilan sya, I really love him.

" Athan , baby marru never did that thing to anyone ang bait bait kaya nya, one more thing is that,  he is not a frog he's a dog, you saw the picture of the frog diba? Mas malit yon sa dog at iba rin ang mukha ng frog sa dog" I explain to him

"But-"

"Sssshh, I know you have a lot of reasons sa malit na bagay nayan. Now, kiss mommy and say good morning paliliguan na kita so that we can eat our breakfast na"

He did, he kiss me at may dala pang hug then he outer

" mowning meme, sa chochoo po I weally just want cho have a fwog pet"  I can't help it. I laugh , Nagrarason parin ang baby Athan ko kahit sa maliit na pagkakataon

" hahahaha!!.. Urg!! Nakakagigil ka talaga anak ko."  I kiss him at pinangigilang kiniliti.

" meme stop!! I'm a big boy nah!.  Hehhehehehe"

That's my most precious son Athan Iñigo  Luiz he's running 4 these year. Sa batang idad ay mapapansing napakagwapo, matalino at sobrang sweet, at his age marami ang napapabilib kasi grabe sya sa pagrarason and he'll  support his point in any way. well, that's my son. The brilliant one  and as his mother, I'm very proud of having him , medjo hindi pasya nakaka pag pronounce ng maayos ewan ko ba , but he spoke English naman kac mahilig magbasa . yes! Nagbabasa na sya at his age maaga ko kasi syang tinuroan and he always come with me in my work .

Dinala ko sya sa room namin to take his bath. Napag isipan kong hindi muna sya ihiwalay ng room kasi baby parin sya para sakin maybe in his 10th birthday na bago ko sya eh separate sakin.

After I give him a bath pina opo ko muna sya sa bed para lagyan ng powder.

"Meme, bakit big yong tommy mo in that pictuwe? You look like you eat a big balloon. Hehheh "he laugh at  Tinuro nya ang picture sa may side table

" baby, it's Mom-mommy not meme, that's the picture of me when your in my tommy, I'm pregnant that time. Its not a balloon okay?" Binibihisan ko na sya

" oh! Just like ninang Abby? then who's with you that time meme?? I saw ninang  with ninong Rwonald last time and ninang has a very big tommy just like you in the picture"

"I- amh.. W-well" I became speechless at parang nangangatog ang boong pagkatao ko, ang pinaka kina tatakotan kong mangyari ay dumating na " b-baby kasi mommy is-"

"Mom, wherwe's my dad?"

Bumagsak ang mga luha ko, my biggest fear, it caught me off guards. Sana nilamon nalang ako ng lupa-

My son is asking about his father now, ang bagay na kahit ako hindi Alam kong paano sagutin.

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