Secret

12

Trevor's POV
"Dude your totally in to her." Conner told me as I got some water. "is it obvious?" I asked embarrassed "really obvious." Ricky said on the couch. Jc,Kian and Sam all went home. "She's a nice girl and all,I say go for it." Ricky said as I sat in a chair between the two couches.

"Thanks but I don't know she seems a little distracted." I said "what do you mean?" "Don't tell her I tolled you this but her mom died from a burglary gone wrong this summer."

All I heard was silence. "wow." Connor said "that must be hard to deal with." "yeah I bet it is." I said "there's more to it." I thought.

After awhile Conner and Ricky left. I then decided to be proactive and walk around the neighborhood. I like doing that it helps clear my head and get my thoughts together. should I ask her out? Is it too soon? And that one question everyone ask,dose she like me back? Everything will be ok if you don't think about it I thought.

I didn't notice till I was there that I was walking to Quinn's house. I don't I know why but I just did ,and me being me sat down on the steps. really cool Trevor really cool😒. Maybe she'll be back and I can ask her then. I dismissed that thought and started to walk to the park because I didn't want to seem like a stalker.

I was sitting on the swings when I saw a drunken man wobbling around the park. he looks lost and I don't want to deal with him. I hate drunk people drinking your problems away just start new problems. Once my uncle who was a big drinker, was driving somewhere and almost ran into another car with his family in it.

"Haaaay!" The man slurred walking towards me. "you looooook fammiliar." "I've never meet you before." I said irritated "your that one guy who...." he started to say but then laid on the bench and fell asleep.

He could of meant anything from that. he might of saw me on some YouTube thing or iTunes. maybe he was talking about Quinn but I doubt it. she told me that her dad wasn't the cleanest guy but still was her dad.

It was about to rain but I just couldn't leave this man in the rain. I hate drunks but I'm that mean. after sometime I managed to move him to a shaded porch. "Have good dreams drunk man." I said before heading home.

Once I got home I noticed my mom on the couch and she was crying. "mom what's wrong?" I asked cautiously walking to her. " your dad is- is dead."

Quinn's POV
"WHY!" Ashley yelled at the tv. we were watching a random movie that came on the tv."Ash they can't hear you." I told her but she just stuck her tongue and I laughed at her.

"So what's going on between with you and Trevor?" Gissele asked with a smirk. "nothing." "are you sure?" Ash asked joining in to the convo.

I just looked at them blushing. "your blushing!" Gissele said excitedly "ok I may like him." I said sheepishly " "OOOOOOO Quinn has a boyfriend,Quinn has a boyfriend!" Ashley chanted around the living room. "STOP!" I yelled at her and she plopped down on the ground.

"We aren't dating." I said "but you guys look like it." Gisselle said " well we aren't and he probably doesn't like me."

Then they both look at each other and laughed." what's so funny?" I asked a little mad "have you seen they way he looks at you at lunch." Ash said. yes I look at him all the time. his blue eyes are so beautiful and his smile make me want to melt.snap out of it Quinn!

"Um no." I said "well that's why, he looks at you like your the only girl in the room." Gisselle said "and he smiles every time you look at him." Ash said " also he always hangs out with you all the time." they said in unison. "You think so?" I asked "we know so."

Maybe he dose like me but I won't know that until he tells me. I just smile and we carried on conversation about other things. We had pizza then Ash and Gissele went to sleep by 9:30.I was wide awake. I was staring at the bright screen debating to call him or not.

But before I decided I pressed the call button and after 3 rings he answered.

Q: hey can we talk?
T: yeah I was about to ask the same thing.
Q: oh,you go first.
T:ok well this hard to say but my dad he..he died today.
Q: omg what happened!?
T: he was in New York for a meeting and was walking to his hotel when a drunken bastard missed the stop light and hit my dad.

I could hear him tearing up through the phone.

Q: flipping pages that's horrible do you want me to come over or something I'm not far from you.
T: no you stay at your sleepover sorry if I interrupted it.
Q: Trevor there both asleep are you sure you don't want me to come over. T: you don't mind coming?
Q: never
T: then could you?
Q: yes I'll be there in a couple of minutes.
T: Thank you Q
Q: anytime Trev

I hanged up the phone and got up. I got all my stuff then left a note for Ash and Gissele . it was raining but I didn't care. I was running as fast as I could down the one and a half street.

Finally I stopped under the small porch and knocked the door. 2 knocks later Trevor opened the door, let me in and I hugged him. " I'm so sorry." I said while he cried on my shoulder.

I've never seen him like this. it's always been me crying on him but now we switched roles. we moved to the couch and I saw miss Moran covered by tissues.

"I'm so sorry Trevor for both of you." I keep saying then I start to cry. Trevor let go of me and I whipped some tears off his cheek. " do you want some water." I asked him " yeah and you can go get a towel." he said sniffling.

I realized that my clothes were still soaked from the rain. I got a towel and got water for Trevor and warm tea for his mom. "There you go miss Moran." I said giving her cup and hugged her "thank you Quinn also call me mom for now on." she told me as I sat next to Trevor.

I gave Trevor his water and wrapped the towel around myself. " thank you for coming you didn't have to." he said "of course Trev I'm always here for you." "I'm going to my room and again thank for everything." mom said and went to her room. "That should've been me." Trevor said "what should've been you. " I should've been the one to whip the tears off your cheek." "it's ok Trev." I said.

I kissed him on the cheek and put my head on his shoulder and said "its ok for a guy to cry because it shows you have emotions." he nod his head then asked "what did you want to ask me on the phone?" "Oh it's not important any more, what's important is that were together right now." I said before closing my eyes and hear his quick breaths.
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OMG!!!!😭😭 so sad also I know Trevor said he's gay but I'm still writing this book. hope u enjoyed it!
~Shelby~