Secret

14

Quinn's POV
~dream~
Mom,dad and I are holding hands. we're walking through the warm streets of California. I'm laughing and having a good time when all of the sudden my mom drops dead. I freak out and tried to get her up but it didn't work.

"Mom,no don't die!" I yelled while crying on my mom's stomach. I looked at my dad to see him with a knife in his hand.

"Get up and let's go home." my dad growled and pulled me away from my dead mother. " no let me go monster!" I yelled at him as I kicked him. I'm helpless.

Then I was in Trevor's arms and we were at the secret playground. Trevor kissed my cheek then put me on the bench. he sat next to me and intertwined his fingers with mine.

I put my head on his shoulder with a smile then I heard a shot go off. I got up and saw Trevor bleeding to death.

"No not you too Trevor." I cried in to his ear as I cradled his head. My dad walked up to us with a gun in his hand and put the cold,plastic end on my head.

"I told you not to tell anyone." he said with a wicked smile and pulled the trigger.
~reality~
I wake up sweating and crying. I look up to see Trevor and Kian looking at me. there was worry and concern in their eyes. "Quinn are you ok?" Trevor asked sitting at the end of the bed.

I sat up and wiped away the tears and got my thoughts together. "Quinn you scared us." Kian said sitting next to Trevor. "what did I say?" I asked trying to calm down. "you said stuff like no don't die and you monster." Trevor said "like I said you scared us what were you dreaming about?" Asked Kian.

"it's a long story I'd rather not talk about it." I said getting up "are the rest of the guys here?" "Conner that's it." Trevor answered. I walked into the living room to see Conner on his phone. he looked up at me smiled then frowned. "Quinn are you ok?" "Um I'm not sure." I said going to the kitchen.

"She had a nightmare that scared her." Kian said sitting on the couch with Conner which Trevor followed. "ok not meaning to be rude but what are you two doing here?" I asked getting a bowl to make cereal.

"Well I'm here because I feel asleep on the couch and the rest of the guys left me." Kian said "and I'm here to help with Trevor's driving." Conner explained.

"Oh." I said because forgot about that. "Well have fun on your drive" "and now let's get it over with so I can see tomorrow." Conner said getting up and walk outside with Trevor right behind him. before Trevor left he whispered something in to Kian's ear. I wonder what about.

I took my cereal and ate it on the couch while watching tv. "So what was your dream about?" Kian asked changing the channel. "I don't want to talk about." I quietly said.

"Quinn whatever you dreamed about that scared you that much should be talked about." "Kian I can't." "You can trust me." "Kian once I tell you you'll probably think I'm psychotic or something." "no I won't." He said with a twinkle in his eyes.

"I can't tell you Kian I just can't." I argued "please I want to help you" "if I tell you can't tell another soul not even the other guys." " ok I promise." he said.

I took a deep breath and told him.

After I said the story Kian was in tears. "Quinn I... I can't believe that happened to you I'm so sorry." he said Giving me a hug. " Kian your the only person who knows about it not even Trevor knows." I said wiping a tear off my cheek.

"If you need to talk to anyone about that or anything come to me ok I'm here for you." he said then took my bowel to the kitchen. Later Conner and Trevor came into the house arguing about something.

"Well he didn't noticed." Trevor said sitting down on the couch on my right. "I'm guessing that it didn't go well." I said "actually he did good except he almost ran a stop sign with a cop car in the next lane." Conner said sitting in the chair. "well at least you guys survived." Kian said sitting on my left.

"Do know a good book to read Conner?" I randomly asked because I knew he reads amazing books. "John Green, an Abundance of Katherines." he said smiling "nerds." Trevor said smirking then whispered "but your my nerd." I blushed then got a text.

Dad. Wait what!
Come tack home we need to.... Talk

I flipped. first when did he find his phone,second he needs to fix his spelling and thirdly why do we need to talk? I looked over to Kian who was on his phone. I texted him (we exchange #s at the beach) and just freaked out inside.

"Hey Quinn what's wrong." Trevor asked putting an arm around my shoulders. "Oh nothing." I lied. he looked really concerned and kissed my cheek. just then Kian got up,said "I need to barrow Quinn for a minute." graded my arm, and pulled me to the front yard.

"Let me see that text." he said snatching my phone out of my hand. he read it then throw it on the ground. "hey I bought that with my own money!" I yelled at him and punched him on his shoulder. "I'll get you a new one now I'm not going to let you go." "Kian what if he wants to say sorry or something." I said but I really doubt that.

I don't want to get Kian hurt or any of the guys hurt. "No I won't let you." Kian said as he stood in front of me. "I'm going." "ok fine if you go I go with you." "what no I go alone." "Quinn if he hurts you again I could help you and call the cops." I just stopped.

I thought for a second then did what I had to do. run. "Quinn stop!" Kian yelled running after me. I heard the door open and made the mistake to look back. I saw Trevor walk out with a confused and scared look on his face. I stopped which was another mistake because Kian ran up to me and picked me up.

"Let me go!" I yelled kicking and hitting him. he carried me to Trevor's porch with Trevor sitting on the first step. Kian sat me down next to Trevor and I just cried. I had so many emotions inside of me and I finally let it out. "I'm sorry." I said to both guys hysterically. Trevor hugged me and said " I'm so confused but whatever just happened I'm here for you." then wiped away a tear.

"What in the world....oh" Conner said walking outside. Conner looked at me frowned then hugged me too. Kian joined into the group hug. I kept crying but not from confusion,sad way but a happy way. "we're all here for you Quinn." Kian said. awe I love these guys they are my family and so are the others.

After several minutes I got an idea" hey guys." I said "yes." they answered. "schools tomorrow and I need to get my stuff because I would rather live with you than at my house." they all let go of me and smiled. "hey I'll go with you ok." Kian said. "I'll be back." I told Trevor then kissed his forehead. he smiled then went inside with Conner.

"so your really going to stay with Trevor?" Kian asked as we walked. "yeah I'd rather be with a guy who cares about me than one who doesn't even care if I'm kidnapped." "wow!" "What it's true." "hey I'll be like your big brother and keep you safe." "ok I wouldn't mind I've never had one." "Well now you do."

We walked a little bit to reach my house and I noticed my dads car wasn't in the driveway. either he so drunk he started to drive and ended up in a ditch again, or he's sober enough to drive. both ways I was fine with because I can walk to my house calmly.

"It's fine he's not home so you can come in." I told Kian and he walked into the dark, dirty room. I was a little embarrassed but he didn't seem to be phased by it. after some boxes of clothes later and a picture we started back to the house. I carried two small boxes and my school stuff,while Kian carried three small boxes and a picture of my mom.

"Do you need all of this shit." Kian groaned "I mean I can just stay with a monster for a dad.." "no it's fine." I just laughed and carried on(lol get it because I'm carrying things).

We finally got to the house and literally dropped everything in the living room."dam Quinn." Conner said "what I wanted to feel at home and speaking of where will my room be at?" I asked walking towards Trevor and swung my arm on his shoulders.

" I wish you could stay in my room." Trevor smugly whispered in my eat and I giggled. " the garage it is!" I said cheerfully. The guys helped me put up stuff in the empty garage and after that we got food at the mall.

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Sorry it's a long chapter but I need it to happen so I hoped you enjoyed it!
~Shelby~