Amnesia

Daimon Ford

Rose look at  me please "I'm looking "she snapped at me  okay "I have no money for college I have no future Rose I don't I'm scum im no good for you I'm not ,I'm sorry but it's the damn truth I can't be selfish anymore it's not right I'm holding you back I have no money to support us you have a bright future!" "NO DAIMON I LOVE I DONT CARE IF YOUR POOR IF YOU CANT GO TO COLLEGE I STILL WANT TO BE WITH YOU!" She sobbed her words touched my heart I need to go on "I'm going to Arizona to work at my uncles mechanic shop and I'll get money take a few college classes and better myself for you" "YOUR NOT JUST LEAVING ME YOUR LEAVING THE FREAKING STATE OF FLORDIA WHAT THE HELL YOU SAID ALL THOSE  LOVEY DOVEY STUFF THEN YOU WANNA LEAVE WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE !" She screamed at me "we can still be together Rose long distance we can text, call skype " "SKYPE REALLY OH YES SKYPE IS GONNA FIX ALL THIS REALLY YOU DONT GET LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS DO YOU  ITS LIKE DATING A FRAKING GHOST DAIMON !! " she was sobbing even harder "I'm leaving for Arizona after graduation." Her eyes were blood shot she looked at me like she wanted to kill me she got up and ran out I chased after her as she was getting in the car I slammed her door "REALLY I POUR MYSELF OUT TO YOU AND YOUR GONNA LEAVE !" I screamed at her "YOU DONT GET THE RIGHT  TO SCREAM AT ME YOUR THE ONE THATS LEAVING DAIMON NOT ME YOUR THE ONE LEAVING OUR RELATIONSHIP!" She yelled at me furiously "I ALREADY HEARD THIS TODAY I ESPECIALLY DIDNT WANNA HEAR IT FROM YOU !""WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HEARD THIS TODAY BY WHO ROSE?!"  " MY MOM DAIMON THATS WHY I WAS CRYING SHE SAID YOU WERE NO GOOD FOR ME AND THAT I NEEDED  TO LEAVE YOU BUT I TOLD HER NO THAT I LOVED YOU TOO MUCH  TO LET YOU GO BUT APPARENTLY YOU DONT LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I THOUGHT YOU DID!" My heart broke literally I couldn't think straight as she got in her car I was paralyzed at her harsh words as she tried to turn on her car it wouldn't start "WHAT THE HELL !!" MY CAR WONT FREAKING START !" She slammed her hands on her steering wheel as I screamed out  "YOU DONT GET TO SAY THAT TO ME ROSE YOU KNOW GODDAMN WELL I FREAKING LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART  IVE LOVED SINCE THE DAY  WHEN I SAW YOU WALK INTO THE MUSIC STORE AND EVERYDAY SINCE WHEN YOU LOVE  SOMEONE YOU PUT THEIR LIFE BEFORE YOURS YOU MAKE SACRIFICES FOR THEM THIS  IS MY SACRIFICE SO YOU CAN HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE IM LETTING YOU GO SO I CAN BETTER MYSELF AND ILL COME BACK AND FIND YOU I SWEAR IT ROSE IM JUST NOT GOOD FOR YOU IM TIRED OF GOING PLACES AND FEEL ING LIKE IM EMBARRASSING YOU ON MY APPEARANCE I DRESS IN ALL BLACK OR WHITE I HAVE A SLEVE OF TATOOS I HAVE A LIP RING AND YOUR ALL BEAUTIFUL AND PURE AND I JUST GO AND RUIN YOU !! shoot my eyes were getting watery "Daimon you don't embarrass me and I know you love me I just can't live without you "Rose started to cry as did I I just couldn't live without her but I was going to have to try. "Daimon are we breaking up now?" She said crying "I don't know princess I was hoping after graduation or if you want we can now.  "No I wanna be with you still I don't wanna end it now" "Well I agree I have her a crooke smile she couldn't resist.