It Will Be Fine

Chapter 1: Homeless

"Johnny?!! PLEASE!! I HAVE NO WHERE ELSE TO GO!!" I said - a low gruff tone coming from my stupid landlord ... or ex. landlord now.."I'm sorry but I have no choice ms. Harrold, you've already been late on rent 3 times !! and now you're late ONCE AGAIN!! " he wasn't yelling but he talked to me as I was a 10 year old who wasn't doing there home work.. doesn't he know that I'm trying to pay on time but--"I hope you can find somewhere to sleep tonight because it NOT here!!" - he interrupted my thought now pushing me out of the apartment. I am now so furious and annoyed because a. I don't have any money & b. nowhere to stay. "Greeaat just freaking fabulous" I said just to talk to myself.

Now realizing that my suit cases were still in the apartment and there was no way in h*ll Johnny would let me back inside. So the least a girl can do is try right! I banged on the door - and really hard too. " OPEN THE FREAKING DOOR JHON--" and just like that the door was open. Huh, I thought wow I'm good. Then I looked up to see a round face with sharp green eyes and stubble. "If you keep banging on the door and yelling I will call the cops. You are not coming back in this apartment so you can forget about that now!"

I just wanted my stuff and he scared me a little "but jhonny" I breathed as I went on "what about my stuff" he just grumbled. "Please jhon-" I was interrupted by a piercing pain shooting through my head and a loud thump. I was knocked to the ground by a suitcase he had thrown at me. Followed by another and then my purse.. Raggedy old purse I should say because the leather was ripping and the inside has a bunch of old makeup stains. It's just filled with normal things, but I really need a new one. Too bad I don't have enough money... Man that hurt. I thought as I started to gather my crap. I didn't feel like walking so I just dragged my stuff to a curb and sat next to my stuff.

I grabbed my old purse and rummaged through it for my phone. Once I got my lame el- cheapo android out I thought if I looked through the contacts mabie I can find some one to help scrolling, scrolling and all the names were playing memmories in my head boy after stupid boy. With a occasional highschool friennemy. Wow I thought. Just wow all of these relationships with these stupid guys ended up horribly.

My head was filled with thoughts. I felt a tear slide down my face and before I had even realized it tear after tear slid down my face. I was crying. And not four year old not getting a barbie crying, or an eleven year old boy not getting an xbox. I was real life grown up stress- sobby sniffling full out crying.

I stopped on a name. Blake- he was the one who got me drunk a year ago when I was 18 and he made my mom and I fight. It was a big fight. I don't remember it all but I do
remember her telling me that I fell for too many losers and that if I walked out the door to never come back. I called- ya but it did me no good because when she did answer it was just to say bye. I was sobbing even harder now remembering.

If I go back and ask to stay with her she would probably put me in rehab. She thinks that I can't do anything right. she was right.
That made me think I need to change. NO BOYS I thought not anymore until you can put your life together. Yeah I sniffed trying to wipe all my tears leaving my puffy blue eyes and my tangled (too much dry shampoo) blonde hair. Wow I thought looking down. I look homeless.. wait I am homeless... oh no.

I scrolled on my phone some more stopping on a close name. Jess short for Jessica she is my best friend. She lives in the big Apple too. In a tiny apartment about 9 blocks away. I glanced at the time when my stomach growled it was 11:48 dang I thought as I realized that jess was at work at the 24hr. Coffee shop. She wouldn't be home. I shouldn't bother her right now. She needs to make money and pay bills knowing her she would be upset for having to go home while she was working just to let me in and tell me she didn't have any food or a spare room.

My face was still puffy when I heard a voice "are you okay? You seem upset" I sniffed "really? I hadn't noticed" oops my mouth sliped. I looked up to see his dreamy face with brown hair and brown eyes... daannnngg l, Oh God he is starring just say something. Think Emm think! "Umm. I m-mean s-s-sorry" I sighed "it's just been a rough day." I guess that would have to work.. oh well.

He chuckled "oh it's okay I understand."

No he really didn't but oh well I just ignored that fact and went on.

"Oh, um ya okay bye" I said getting up and taking my stuff with me to sit on a bench a couple feet away.

I was half way there and I heard "wait" I immediately froze.
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Author** if you want me to wright more tell me and don't be shy!! Btw: the guy up top is the guy the main character Emma is talking to . I have a whole thing planned out and all you have to do is tell me if you want me to update it (if you do then you will find out the guy she was talking to is named **drumroll pease** Brendon Adams. Thank you and remember: TELL ME IF U WANT AN UPDATE thank you an I send good wishes and thanks your way.. oohh and if u guys want I'll update the day before thanks giving(if u celebrate that (11/27)).. orr if u want mabie sooner. Ill just update on 11/21. And if you want me to update everyday Please tell me I honestly don't know