It doesn't REALLY mean anything... (boyxboy) (Andley)

Ch 6

So, I've lost my author virginity, I'm no longer nervous! Lol, Jk of course I am. Oh, and just now when I was updating this, it was at 69 views. I snorted. Lol, I'm an immature idiot. Whatevs, on with the story.

This is a month later, the end of the tour. I'm not good at time, so don't judge me if the amount of time I put them on tour or not on tour is completely wrong or weird.

This won't have smut, sorry. There's more coming, I swear, but this chapter needs to be just plot, no porn. It's important to the story.

Stay tuned for more, and remember to read, comment, vote, and enjoy!

Andy's POV

The last show of the tour was yesterday, and today we're going home. I'm more or less conflicted about this. Oh, who am I kidding? I'm super conflicted! Who wouldn't be, in my situation? I am in a sort of relationship with the bandmate I have a crush on, but I'm going home to the woman I for sure love.

Even worse, this woman I know has stayed faithful to me. I know a lot of fans are rude to her, call her fake ( glares at some people who do this ) but she's actually an amazing person. I just don't feel the same connection with her that I do with Ashley. But while Juliet says she could be untrusting, but she knows I love her and would never betray our love, here I go ruining things.

I just can't completely stop things with Ash, though. Even thinking of that possibility almost physically hurts me. I can't bear it. Both of them mean a lot to me, I could never choose.

The little problem is, my little thing with Ash is kinda... well I just have no idea what the boundaries are. Maybe he doesn't know, but he is in complete control. I don't know if he'll want to continue fu.cking after tour, if it'll happen next four, I just am completely clueless.

The guys and I are eating one last breakfast together, before we go to our own respective places. Sure, we don't live far from my ach other really, ( Idk if they actually do, I'm just gonna say they all live in LA ) but this is gonna be our last meal together while still technically on this tour.

We aren't in a hotel, sadly. If we were, Ash and I could've had one last time on tour, but right now we are on a tour bus. We're eating our last meal together on tour in some fast food place, real healthy I know. We try not to be too dramatic about it.

"Hey Ands, hurry the fu.ck up!" I hear CC yell. I'm in the bathroom, I just got out of the shower. I took a sorta long shower, but it was only because I had to Jack off, I haven't fu.cked or been fu.cked in a while, we've been in this godda.nm bus for almost a month.

And the guys have been kinda weirdly clingy, in a friend way. I knew it was just because they're going to, at least a little bit, miss us. I would too, it was just annoying when it got in the way of me getting fu.cked. They don't know, so I guess it's ok, though.

"Sorry, dude, I'm almost out!" I yell back to him. I decide to just go out of the bathroom in a towel, with my boxer briefs on underneath.

"Finally!" He exclaims. He then pushes past me, to take his turn in the bathroom. He takes the longest showers, so he always has to go last. I take the second longest, Ash takes the third longest, Jinxx takes short showers, but Jake is ridiculously fast.

As I walk to my bunk to put on clothes, I pass by Ash. He's not the only other one at the bunks, sadly. Jinxx is laying on his, talking to Sammi on the phone. I swear, he's obsessed with her.

"Yeah, babe, I'll be back tomorrow," ha said, not paying attention to Ashley and I. I had froze at the doorway to the bunks, Ash was looking at me, not hiding the lust in his eyes. He was simply leaning up against the bunks.

"I'm excited to see you too," Jinxx said while I walked to my bunk, completely aware of Ashley's gaze resting on my as.s. I put on a shirt first, and then, slowly, lowered my towel from around my hips.

The sound of disappointment Ash made was covered up by Jinxx saying, "Sammi! Really? Why can't you tell me?" I wondered briefly about two things. What Ashley was thinking, and what Sammi was hiding from Jinxx.

Sammi is a pretty nice girl. She came and visited us on tour just two or three weeks ago. It's really cool to see how in love with her Jinxx is. She's probably pregnant, as the time span would make sense.

I put on some extra tight black skinny jeans, and thanked the skinny leg and the skinny jean gods that they fit. If they didn't that would be rather embarrassing. I still felt Ashley's gaze on my butt.

"Okay, I love you too, see you tomorrow!" Jinxx said, and he ended the call. "So guys, any guesses?"

"About what?" I say. I know what he's talking about, but I like annoying him.

He huffed in irritation. "About her surprise for me! She said I'll like it, but that's what she said when she redecorated the living room, and you all know how well that turned out."

We laughed at him, and at that moment Jake walked in. "What's so funny?" He asked. We talk, laugh, and joke for a while longer. ' Da.nm,' I thought. ' I'm really going to miss these idiots.'

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Ashley's POV

It was getting late at the restaurant we were eating at, which kinda made me ... sad. I usually seem immune to the effects of loneliness, if I do get lonely then I just have a few hook ups, then I'm good.

But now I've, at least sorta, got Andy. I know we aren't in a relationship for real, just fu.cking, but I'm going to miss it. Weird.

We cleared out of the restaurant around 1:00 A.M. We originally planned to go party, but then Jinxx suggested a calm ending to tour, and it actually was pretty nice. The next morning we all said goodbye to tour, and each other. Then we went to our respective places.

Before Andy left, I got a word in private in. We were alone on the tour bus. I was a little nervous for some reason. I know he probably just was going to say goodbye, but I wasn't up for that.

I walked right up to him and connected our lips, and he eagerly responded. We kissed for a little while, but it was strangely not heated or lust filled. No, just sweet, innocent almost kissing.

When we separated our lips, I learned my forehead on his. While he's taller, I had heels on my boots that made us an equal height. "I'm gonna miss you Ashley." He said, with an almost regretful tone. I laughed a little, which confused him. "What?" He asked me.

I laughed a slight bit more, before responding, "Oh, I'm not done with you get, Ands. Not even close." I was surprising myself a little bit, because I never planned to say any of this.

"In fact," I whispered in his ear, "I believe that you are going to be seeing a lot more of me, and soon." With that, I pulled completely away from him, and smacked his as.s light before walking out the door, leaving both of us with whirling heads and confused feelings.

A/N That's a wrap for chapter six! Hope y'all liked it, there's more coming soon! I have a lot of finished chapters in drafts, I just am publishing them about a week, more or less, after each other so I have time to write it all and put out this story in a reasonable amount of time. After this is done I'm going to do an Andley Oneshots book, so stay tuned for all this exciting stuff!