It doesn't REALLY mean anything... (boyxboy) (Andley)

Ch 15

So this here is the last chapter. I know I've just updated like the whole thing today, but I felt like it and I'm the author so I got the power. I hoped you liked this, I've decided you will get an epilogue. Then I'll do a short acknowledgments, which will pretty much be me saying thanks for motivating me. You might get a sequel sometime in the future, Idk. Until then, I'll have some Andley Oneshots out today. Again, this chapter will probably be kinda sh.itty because I wrote it a long time ago, but whatever. Anyways, here we go!

Ashley's POV
So, last night pretty much crushed my hopes with Andy. He legit said he'd always love her. There is absolutely no chance. And my heart is broken.

Andy seemed to notice. "What's wrong, babe?" He asked as we walked down to the breakfast area. Even though my heart tingles when he called me babe, I knew it was just him carelessly throwing around the word. He didn't love me.

Wait, why am I acting like this? I keep whining like a stupid teenager. I top, for fu.cks sake!

"Nothing." I replied, shrugging him off. I avoided looking in his eyes, because I knew he'd be able to see how hurt I was. God, I'm sounding gayer and gayer as the days go past. Calm the fu.ck down, Ashley!

"Look," he said, "if this is about what I said to Juliet last night-"

I cut him off. "Its fine, whatever! You love her, and will never love me, it's ok!" Oh fuck, I blew it. He starred at me for a second, shocked, and was about to speak, but I stormed through the doors to the breakfast hall first.

"You ok, man?" Asked CC.

"Fine." I grumbled. I could feel the others looking at me, but they didn't bring it up again, they just carried on with their conversation.

Andy's POV

Wait, he loves me? Is that what he said? Or was it just... something else? I definitely needed to talk to him, and soon.

~Time Lapse 2 Hours~

"Ash, I need to talk to you." I told him after the show. I was out of breath, it was a hella exhausting performance.

"Aren't you talking to me now?" He replied coolly. Ouch, he couldn't have been that irked by what I said to Jules, right? I mean, I did propose to her in front of him and he took it better than this.

"You know what I mean!" I hissed under my breath. "In private."

He looked like he was debating something in his mind, but after a second caved. "Fine, but only for like five minutes, we're going to a kick-ass party tonight, remember?"

I have flashbacks to our first night together when he says that. We were planning on going to a party then, too. I 'motivated' or 'energized' him. Whatever I did, it meant I got laid.

"Great" I smiled at him. "Its important." He rolls his eyes. What the fu.ck, he's acting like a total girl right now. Maybe he's on his man period. Haha.

All the way to our hotel room I had a fluttering nervous feeling in my stomach. This was it. If he rejected me...well I didn't want to think about that. But this really was important. If he really did want to end things with me, now would be the perfect opportunity. I'd be left broken, out of my engagement. He'd walk away the winner of the break up.

He closed the door behind us and crossed his arms. "Ok. Now what?"

"Ash, when I was, talking with Juliet last night..." I paused to be dramatic, " we broke up."

His jaw dropped. His eyes widened. "But you said you loved her..?"

I smiled. " I love her as a good friend. She understood..."

"Understood what?" Ash asked.

"Understood that I'm in love with someone else." I placed a hand on his heart and a faint kiss on his lips. "You." I breathed out.

Ashley's POV

Andy loves me? What? YEES, FUCK YES!!!

I realized I was being unresponsive, and Andy looked heartbroken. I smiled up at him. " I love you too, andy!! I was so worried you only wanted me for sex, I was a fucking coward. But...I love you!"

He grinned and kissed me. Maybe tomorrow or later today we'd worry about the band, or the fans. But for this moment, this glorious shining moment, we could just cherish each other's company.

We fall onto the bed, grinning and progressing as the space between us gets more heated. As things get heavier, I take things on a different route. I don't want this to be like another time where we fuck, no, I want to make love to Andy right now.

Because he's worth it. And I do love him.

A/N...... aaaaaaand it's over! At least till the epilogue. Hope y'all liked this, see ya!