It doesn't REALLY mean anything... (boyxboy) (Andley)

Ch 10

Only five more chapters after this! Aah I'm excited!!

Anyways, so this chapterdoo takes place a whopping two months later. It's not as long as my other time skips, though, so be happy. They're starting tour again, yay! Sadly, I don't really know the details of what happens with tour and stuff, but Ima do my best. Also, no smut. This chapter is very important, please don't skip it. Read, comment, vote, and enjoy!

Andy's POV

I'm so fu.cking excited for today! Black Veil Brides is touring again, and God have I missed it. I don't know if it's the fans or the traveling or hanging out with my best friends, touring has always been awesome.

Well, except for when the guys get annoying. Or when ignorant, rude, as.sholes try to ruin shows. Or when the tour bus breaks down. Or when you get sick.

Still, excited!

I'm also looking forward to alone time with Ashley on hotel nights. What can I say, he's amazing in bed. I'm really glad this whole 'friends with benefits' thing is working out. If it failed that would be... awkward...

Ashley. The thought of him brings lots of emotions. Happiness, and confusion. The confusion is because I love Juliet. I have for a long time. I should have never kissed him in the first place, I should've spent as much time as I could with her. Especially saying I'm planning on proposing to her.

It's gonna be at the end of this tour. This is only a month long tour,then after another month is a longer tour, across America. This one is only Europe.

I bought the perfect ring for her just a week ago. I meant to propose before the tour, but the thought of Ashley held me back. It shouldn't have. I mean, we did say it didn't REALLY mean anything, but I can't help feeling like I'm betraying everyone right now. Like instead being torn in half I'm being torn in every direction, and it hurts.

I'm betraying Juliet by keeping my sexuality a secret from her, and by cheating on her with Ashley. I'm betraying Ashley because this will end eventually with me having a secure life and him with not a best friend anymore. I just won't be able to be around him and trust myself to stay true to Jules. Finally, I'm betraying the band by keeping my sexuality a secret from them. I don't know how they'd feel if they knew that the guy they've been touring with was bisexual.

Still, I'm going to try my best to make everything work for now. I'm leaving to go to the airport with the guys, saying goodbye to Juliet. The pain in my heart that has been showing itself more and more recently resurfaces again, so I try to drown it in my feeling for Jules.

The guys honk the horn, and I know they're there. I get my bags, but Juliet stops me on the front porch. "Wait a second." She says with a grin. I watch her approach me, and she puts her arms around my neck. We smile at each other. With her so close, it's hard to feel anything for Ash.

"I'm gonna miss you..." she murders, looking down. She's so beautiful, I can't believe it. She looks up again when I use my hand to raise her chin.

"I'll miss you too, dragonfly. You know that," I cup her face with my hands.

"This is so you don't forget about me while you're gone," She says, and she suddenly connects our lips. I hear the boys at whistle from the car, they must have rolled down the window. I flip them off while deepening the kiss. God, I'm so in love.

Suddenly, all doubts because of Ashley leave my mind. I've decided. I can't keep stringing myself along with him, and leading on Juliet. If I can feel this much for her, Ashley could only be getting in the way of my chance to be with my true love forever. There is no more questioning this, I have to decide now, and I choose the girl in my arms. The girl that I love.

I separate our lips, but then get on one knee, and pull out the velvet box I've been keeping in my pocket for a little while, just in case I make up my mind. She gasps at me, and puts her hands over her mouth.

"Andy?" She asks tentatively. "Are you-"

"Juliet Simms," I start. "You... are perfect. You get me through my hard times, and have been there for me since we met. I love you more than life itself. There is no need to worry about any other girl, because you are the only one in my heart. I can't live without you... Will you marry me?"

She seems speechless after my little ' speech o' love ', which I hope is a good thing. "Jules?" I question nervously. I am really hoping she says yes because otherwise... I don't want to even think about that.

"Yes! Oh my god, of course yes!" She says, pulling me up by my hand not holding the box and kissing me again with a lot more passion. Once again I hear wolf whistles and i consider killing the guys for a few seconds. After we pull away, I slip the diamond ring on her finger, and she admires it before kissing me again, this time lightly.

"I love you so much Andy." She says.

"I love you too." I respond, staring into her eyes. Our moment is cut short by someone honking the horn.

"Hurry up, dude!" Jake yells.

I give Jules a look that says sorry and give her a warm hug before getting my bags and walking to the car.

"Bye Andy!" She yells when the car starts driving away, and she waves like crazy. I laugh and wave and yell back, until she disappears from view.

"So... you're getting married!!" CC yells.

"I know!" I yell back, just as unbelieving.

I'm barraged by congratulations.

"Wow! Awesome dude, congrats!"

"I can't believe it, you're so ugly though! Ow, Fu.ck you!"

"You're finally getting tied down!"

"Seriously though, congratulations man!"

Only Ashley remained silent. When I look at him with hopeful eyes, he rolls his eyes, but pretends to be happy for me. I don't know why he had to pretend, he was the one who always stresses that he isn't gay or bj, it doesn't REALLY mean anything, all that sh.it.
We get to the airport, and Ashley sits next to CC. Not me. Whatever, Jake is cool. Jinxx likes to be alone because he wants to sleep in peace. Still, why is Ashley so upset?

A few hours later,what I've done styles in with me. Externally, I'm calm. Internally, I'm freaking the fu.ck out. What have I done?!

And why, when I should be the happiest man in the world right now, am I miserable?