Love & Hate {Malak Watson & Yn story}{EDITING}

The Good Life....

*the two songs that inspired me Play:Right My Wrongs by Bryson Tiller & Liquor by Chris Brown*
A/n:Yn has started a diary since she had birth to Roman so this was one of her entries.

"Could it be you calling me down? My foolish heart turns at the stars.All that I am is all that you see.You don't need nobody else, and you're putting this all on me, forgive me"

Yn Pov
Dear diary,
Me and Malak have been having a great time together......as so I thought..It started out good but then I learned something that was a mistake.This all started this morning about 10-ish
Roman was crying and I was dead awake.
Me:Roman please stop crying.
Malak:*stretches* Good morning
Me:Can you please make Roman's bottle!
Malak:okay!
I cradle Roman in my arms hoping he will quiet down.Malak comes running back handing me the bottle.I lightly put the bottle in his mouth and he stops crying.
Malak:How ya doing baby? *pecks her lips*
Me:Tired.Give me a minute.*walks to Roman's room and puts him in his crib*
Malak follows me in his room and right after I put Roman down I feel a grab at
my waist.
There were romantic moments......
I elbow him in his chest and he quickly lets me go.
Malak:Owww...
Me:Malak I'm so sorry *laughs*
And there were moments I messed up....but it all ended up okay.
Malak:It's fine *laughs*
He hugged me and kissed my lips softly.I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled.
Malak:I love you.*smiles*
Me:I love you too.
He grabs my waist and kisses me once more.He pulls me closer and moves his lips down my neck.
Me:Malak...stop...
Malak:what's wrong
Me:I'm not in the mood.
Malak:You're so tense let me take you out.*whispers in her ear* We can have our fun *smirks*
Me:Okay.*smiles* I'll call my mom and See if she can watch Roman.
Malak:Okay good.*kisses her cheek*
Me:Hello? Hey Mom! Can you watch Roman for me? You can great! He will be right over. Alright Mom.Bye!
Malak:What did she say?
Me:She said she would love to take him.*picks up Roman* Lets get you dressed.*smiles*
Roman reaches for my nose and smiles.
[30 Minutes Later]
Malak:Do we have everything?
Me:Yeah.
Malak:Alright let's roll out.
[At Mom's House]
Me:Hey Mom!
Mom:Hey sweetie*kisses my cheek*
Malak:Hey Mrs.Jones.
Mom:Malak!*hugs him*
Yn:well here is Roman *cradles him*
Mom:*holds him*He is so cute.
Me:Alright I'll see you......
Mom:Tomorrow.
Me:Right tomorrow.Bye Mom.*hugs her*
Mom:Bye Yn.Bye Malak.*waves*
Me and Malak got in the car and we just sat in silence.He drove back home.While we were driving Malak got a text.It said
Miranda😍👅💦
Hey Papi Malak
Malak look down and quickly picked up his phone.He looked at me but I looked away.I hide my face because tears are coming down my face.I hear Malak sigh.
Malak:You saw it didn't you.
Me:*nods yes*
Malak:I can explain.
Me:I'm listening.
Malak:it was a mistake I swear
Me:Malak It wasn't a mistake It was A CHOICE! How dare you cheat on me.After I have accepted you after everything you did to me!
*pushes his head*
Malak:Don't touch me!
Me:You cheated on me! I should slap the taste out your mouth!
Malak:You won't do nothing!
Me:*pushes his head* Oh I won't?!?!
Malak:Touch me on more mother f***ing Time Yn you will wish you didn't!
Me:Malak you wouldn't touch me.
Malak:*mumbles* B*tch
Me:What did you just say?!?!
Malak:I said B*tch! Yeah I said it YOURE A B*TCH!
We pull up to the house.Malak get out the car and slams the door and walks into the house.
Me:IM NOT DONE WITH YOU!*does the same thing Malak did*
Malak's Pov
Yeah okay I cheated on Yn I get it what I did was wrong my ex was there looking fine so we talked and. *flashback*
*play Liquor By CB
I was at the club chillen with Jay & Noah.We were drinking and just having fun.Noah and Jay found these girls to dance with so I just leaned against a wall.I walk to the bar and asked for some tequila.I got it and I drank some.My whole demeanor changed and I Started to dancing this girl walks up to me and starts twerking on me.I looked shocked for a minute but then I got the vibe that she was giving me.She looked back at me and smile.I loved her body her face her everything! So after a few hours of chilling together she took me to her house.She ask did I want a drink and I said sure.She gave me a drink and then we got it on.....and let me tell you she is a freak.
*flashback over*
Me:I'm done talking to you!
Yn:You*pushes him* cheated *pushes him* On me! And You deserve t-.
I close my eyes for a quick second and I open them and Yn is on the floor holding her face.
Yn:*cries* I....I can't believe you....Malak.
Me:Yn I'm so sorry.*picks up Yn*
Yn:let me go!
Me:No.Im sorry.
Yn:*breaks free of his arms* You just slapped me and you think I'm just gonna forgive you?
Me:I...I didn't....know.It was a accident.
Yn:I'm done with you Malak!*walks out*

"I say you don't need nobody else. Feels like you don't got me so you feel like you've been by yourself. I've been feeling kinda down myself. I've been going through it as well. Girl, I guess time will tell. That's the problem, I ain't got any left. There's somethings I can't help But you would make the time for me
Oh, isn't that something that I should know? Something that I should know All the things that you went through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no.Tell me how can I right my wrongs. That's something that I should know. All the things that we went through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no, no"