The badboy and me. ON HOLD

Why me? chapter 3

"AHHHH" I scream as I feel a burning on my legs I look to see my father has my mothers curling iron and is burning up and down my leg laughing I fight back tears and pull my legs away they don't look too bad but they hurt like a fucking bitch it's gonna be 42* today so It'll be super hot. I'm scared out of my thoughts as I see my brother slowing stir in his sleep I get him up get him breakfast and ready.

I go to my closet and look in the mirror last night I got beaten till black and blue literally I have a big black eye that will need a lot of make up. I pull up my shirt and can't see a patch of actual skin colour anywhere even my back is blue it's disgusting it's even more disgusting that they've done worse i get started on my make up first my face first i do concealer then liquid foundation then powder foundation after my face is done i look in the mirror and see u cant see it i smile at myself i then just get ALOT of liquid foundation and rub it on my legs and arms till its not very noticeable i walk out and put on leggings and another baggy shirt i try to get a thin jumper from the living room but my parents were in there and well fuck that I get my bag and put shorts and my sport singlet in there since i have PE today (physical education) ugh people will see all my scars ugh i also need a shower ill have have one tonight i think to myself. i look at the time to see its almost the time my bus comes i grab Cole and give him a kiss i run to the bus stop to see my bus leaving i run behind it screaming wait it turns the corner and i realized that its not gonna stop i sigh and start my walk to school.

In the middle of my walk a motorbike stops next me i get curious and stop walking the "biker" takes his helmet off and i see its Conner of course he owns a motorbike mr bad boy duh "alexis ?" Conner snaps me out of my thoughts "what?" i say slightly confused "do u want a ride?" i almost stumble back i instantly think no but then i realise that i really dont want to be late then get laughed at "sure?" he gets off the bike and gives me his helmet "What about you?" i question worried "babe ive done this a million times dont worry" i laugh at the new nickname then try to get on the bike i fail a few times and him snicker in the background then i feel a pair of big arms wrap around my waist and lift me onto the bike i smile but it slowly fades when i realize that My brother use to have a motorbike "ALEXIS!" conner yells in my ear "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT" ah shit i wrecked me being the silent girl but it hurt my ears he looks almost scared from my sudden out burst "you have to put your arms around my stomach" he practically mutters i practically hug his back but when i feel his abs i melt into his back so much for never talking to him again we reach school in a matter of 3 minutes when we get into the school gates i realize im gonna get gossiped about by everyone and i absolutely hate attention and oh my fucking god jessica will murder me and make my life absolute hell fucken hell i scream in my brain well that is what i thought till the motorbike came to a screech and everyone started looking at me "WHAT THE FUCK LEXIS" i shiver at his tone i don't know i'm crying till his expression softens and he says "fuck im sorry lex" i cry even more since dylan use to call me that (check chapter one) now i probably look like a fucking psychopath on the bad boys motorbike great im gonna be the only one everyone talks about for at least a week i jump off the motorbike and run into the girls bathroom i skip first period and stay in the bathroom crying till the warning bell goes off i walk out of the bathroom not even looking in the mirror because i know i look like absolute shit.

i walk into the girls locker room and see most girls are already in the gym. i get my gym bag and take out my shorts and singlet i quickly puy them on in a stall and then hurry to get into the actual class so im not counted as late i slip in just before MR, CAtriss calls my name i raise my hand in recognition and he nods he goes on and says a bunch of other kids names and even Jessica and Conner but conner is probably having a smoke somewhere yeah i saw that when i got my bag from my locker anyways i start listening to mr catriss and hear we are playing soccer FUCKING FANTASTIC! ugh ive been swearing so much lately obviously im picked last and obviously me and Jessica are on opposite teams great eh i already have aching muscles today ill actually try my hardest today.