The badboy and me. ON HOLD

why me? Chapter 4

Conner POV

"We dont think she will wake up" My world started to spin when when dr roberts was talking i dont know why but i was so attached to Alexis all i know is that shes interesting and i plan on finding out everything about her, i want her to let me break down her walls i want to know who the real Alexis Bennet is and what corrupted her so much that she fucking cuts or still cuts herself i want to know who or what wrecked a beautiful girl.

Instead of breaking down into sobs i got angry really fucking angry, "PLEASE SAY THIS IS SOME SICK JOKE" i begged "EVERYONE IS PROBABLY JUST WAITING FOR MR BAD BOY TO BREAK DOWN"

The doctor looked down and sighed " i'm sorry Mr jax this is no joke she is to tired, most of her muscles have already started to shut down and she just seems mentally tired. we use see Miss Bennet and her family in here everyday for 3 months i see you are new in town so she probably hasn't told you about the tragic day, Mr jax i can see that you care about her but she can only help herself.. if she has truly had enough of the world as much as she had told her therapist then she will let go .. if she fights and wants to wake up she will "

I listen carefully taking in everything he said i now have so many questions the bitches at school hurt her that much? why was she in hospital everyday for 3 months? what happened on the "tragic day"? why did she need a therapist? why would she want to let go?

All i new was that i needed to see her i asked dr roberts when i could and thankfully he said now and told me her room number and level i quickly went to the elevator and went to level 3.

Alexis POV (were you expecting that??)

beep... beep... beep.. beep... that's the first thing i heard when i woke up i tried to move and open my eyes but nothing happened it was like i was paralyzed and there was nothing i could do.. or maybe i was dead if so i hate being dead its so borin-- "oh my dear Alexis what did they do to you" i hear a voice i try to yell hi! but nothing happened.. again "i regret saying you always fall for me i cant believe that was the last thing i said to you while you were conscious" i noticed it was Conner "i don't know if you can hear me but i hope you can" yep buddy i'm listening "the doctors say that they don't think you will wake up because you want to give up and you would let go" so i'm not dead.. "but.. Alexis need you to wake up i don't know why but i need you i need you to make sure i don't get involved with queen bitch i need you to wake up because i want you in my life i dont care if your ruined as people say even if i havent none you for long i know that i want to have you and try to make u my best friend and if you can hear me never speak of that mushy shit again cause it didnt happen" i dont wether i should try to laugh or cry because thats the nicest thing anyone has said since dylan and my brother were alive.

i fall out of consciousness again and rest. (9/12/2015 12:10am)

2 WEEKS LATER Conners POV

"why hasnt she waken up?!?!?" i yell to all the nursers and doctors in her room "Why has no family came to see her why?" i practically whisper "we dont know Conner we think she is trying to survive but.. we have good news" i look up at my mothers bestfriend nurse jackie i nod my head telling her to go on "She moved one of fingers" i actually grin for the first time in 2 weeks "and we now know that she can hear what we are saying" my eyes widen ive told her everything about my family and about California and Chloe.

1 WEEK AGO Alexis POV

i have been able to hear what all the doctors and Conner are saying but i still cant move, nurse jackie said that if i move they can tell that i want to wake up and they wont just give up i got excited because that means that i can get up one day hopefully its soon i cant even remember how long i have been in here- im cut out of my thoughts when i hear conner come in he talks to me everyday its really sweet but theres still cole on my mind my parents have probably killed him by now thats the main reason why im trying to wake up

"Alexis i want to explain why i need you to wake up its not just because i wanna be your friend or i wanna know everything its because.... you remind me of Chloe, how innocent yet broken your eyes look.. thats one of the main reasons i moved to Australia because my girlfriend, Chloe Couteaz committed suicide 12/11/2014 and to this day i have no idea how i didnt notice how sad and how fake her smile was how much she hinted.. untill she left thats what i see in your eyes to Alexis i see sadness im looking at your arms right now and i know that i should of asked if you were okay before you had the chance of never waking up but at school i was right you look like a dark colored grape please fight Alexis/. after Chloe died my parents stopped caring about me thats why i drink and smoke i tried to forget about her and created a group of "badboys" as my old school called us and i thought they actually cared about me.. they didnt they gave the police everything i had kept secret for months where i did street fighting where i did street racing they gave up everything for money! so they could buy their own drugs and smokes and alcohol they gave up our friend ship for that! 1 month before we moved to australia my parents gave me a choice either move to whole new country or go to juvi and i picked started a new life and coming here and having the one person i actually started caring for please Alexis what ever your middle name is bennet i need you to wake up" i feel something wet hit my skin and i realise the bad boy just told me his life story

PRESENT (ALEXIS POV)

A few days ago nurse jackie came in and told me I have been in here for 2 weeks Conner still talks to me everyday even if I don't respond.

Today is the day I will wake up I just know it.

3 hours later nurse jackie comes in and holds my hand "Alexis please wake up please tell us your alright " THIS IS YOUR CHANCE I SCREAM TO MYSELF I quickly try to move my hand and it works she starts yelling to doctors telling them that I moved " Thank god" nurse jackie whispers

I try to move my toes and THEY MOVED I try moving my face and I can smile the last thing I try to opening my eyes .... and like that I was awake doctors and nurses coming in and out of my room was a blur.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD ALEXIS THANK GOD U ARE AWAKE" I cringe at the sudden out burst all i can think about is Cole... "cc..ole" I manage "what" Conner questions "get Cole" he tilts his head in confusion "go get my brother Cole he might be hurt" he looks at me quickly before running out of the room after about 5 seconds he runs back in with a red face "uhm um where do you live?" i laugh at the blushing badboy  and get a note pad from the side table next to me i quickly write down my address and quickly pass it to him he once again runs out of the room and laugh because as soon as he runs out a bunch of nurses run in asking me if  i'm okay and all that shit but i really could only worry about Cole, i couldnt live myself if i found out something happened to him i just realized that i dont even know why i'm in hospital i should really ask someo-- Suddenly i feel dizzy then black dots start to cloud my vision.

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HI IM SO SORRY! wattpad kept kicking me off the page and some how it was published and i only found out that about 2 days ago when my friend jessica was like WHY THE FUCK IS THE CHAPTER NOT DONE?!!? seriously not even kidding so again im really really sorry! but i have a quick question i was wondering what should happen with cole because i really dont know anyways im going away and will be back in a week thanks guys xx

-Mini xx