The badboy and me. ON HOLD

The Bad Boy and me// chapter 6

After hours of talking to Ara i decide that she can stay with us and well i was coming home tonight she told me that she thinks my parents went on a holiday somewhere personally i thought that was great .. just because she was my twin i have only known her for a day and i dont plan on telling her about what my parents do just yet i really dont wanna lose her even if i have only known her for a day i cant lose another family member i dont think i could survive it so earlier i told the doctor i was leaving tonight so he run the tests and said come back in a few days so i agreed and got all my stuff so i was ready to leave and well i was going to school tomorrow since it was a sunday today i know it sounds pretty dumb but i dont think those girls would hurt me if i just came out of hospital.

Arabella walked and obviously i didnt walk or drive so we decided we would just walk since it wasnt that far away and i needed the exercise obviously i havent fully walked in a month and well it sucks to feel no control.

After we started walking i smelt something and it sucked it was something i wasnt so use to smelling since being in the hospital but it was still there only this time i wasnt near my house i was near the lake and all i could smell was.. weed i start walking over there Arabella oblivious to what i am about to do i walk down the woods bit to see an opening i looked to the floor to see bottles of beer around and even people passed out i saw something take a puff of the weed and walked over to confront them but i never expected to see what i did...

Here i was looking at my so called "friend" smoking weed,drinking and the worst part making out with the girl who put me in hospital.. my heart broke not because i was in love with him but because i thought he at least liked me as a person but now i see hes obviously a player.

i think about walking away i take a deep breath in then start walking except im walking towards them not back "WHAT THE FUCK CONNER?!" he pushs the bitch off him he smirks "im having fun" i steam "MAKING OUT WITH THE FUCKING BITCH THAT PUT ME IN HOSPITAL?!" he nods and grins like a child "why?" i ask quitely "you are the bitch Alexis your just a slutty, dirty fucked up no brother bitch you were only using me for a bet so fuck you!" i start crying like a baby "What bet?" he starts laughing but not the funny kind the do you want to die laugh "fuck you alexis go suck your brothers dick.. oh wait you cant, HES DEAD!" i run off because he took it too far.

when i run back i see Arabella "Where did you go?!?!, why are you crying, are you okay?!"she exclaims in panic, i nod "lets just go home" she nods in response and we start walking again its pitch black outside so Ara cant see me crying.. i cant tell her i cant do that i dont know why it feels wrong i cant let her know that im a true disappointment to the family.. i, i need to just stop i need do go home, i need to sleep, i need to go to school even if every single doctor told me i needed to stay home and rest of the term but i needed to do this to show the girls i am not scared of them and obviously they wont hurt me on my first day back.. right?

by the time i get home i am exhausted like i swear i nearly passed out on the way home, as soon as we get home i give Ara a quick hug and asks if she needs anything even though im exhausted shes my sister and she hasnt lived here for very long i think she noticed i was drained and exhausted because she quickly dismissed the question and rushed me to bed so as soon as i got into my room i slipped off my shoes and ran under the covers of my duvet and fall into a dreamless sleep.

'BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP' and today is monday morning and i want to die but instead i take a shower and get ready and i do everything like i use to do except 1 new thing i do is say good morning to an extra person, Arabella.

i feel like i can trust her even if i have only known her for a day or two i seriously dont know how seeing how my trust issues are bigger then the eiffel tower. After i finished getting ready i went to see cole and Ara in the kitchen laughing, i never got to do that with Cole i was always to beat up to even talk to him really.

We say goodbye to Cole when the nanny comes in, we start walking and everything hits me... she will find out when we go to school i cant let Arabella find out, "what about we just skip this week and go next week?" i suggest "Are you okay lexi? do you need a doctor?" she questions in worry "oh no its just i think this week isnt worth going we will make more friends outside of school so when you go in to my school you have friends" she lets out a sigh of... relief? "its okay im sure your friends will like me seeing how we are twins and well we are kinda the same person" i cough awkwardly she gives a small smile "you arent really one to make friends am i right?" i nod "its fine im sure i can help you, trust me everyone will love you once they realize how awesome you are" i nod again trying not to start hyperventilating i really didnt want to go to school and i was starting to think it was just about the bullys i think it was the certain guy i thought was my friend....

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thats it for this chapter sorry i kinda wanted school to be a different chapter thanks for reading

-Mini x