A THUGS FANTASY!

I dedicate this book first to god. then IN LOVING MEMORY TO MY MOTHER AND MY SISTER JANUARY gone but never forgotten. most to girls I want the girls that don't weigh a size ten or lower that your are all beautiful and that you need to be comfortable in your own skin. but to the girls that are insecure don't feel bad to be honest to my up coming fans I weigh 150pounds and I think that I'm not pretty I want my books to relate to your situation and also apart of your fantasy's that you secretly day dream about. THANKS AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY AND FOLLOW ME AND COMMENT TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OH ALSO YOU CAN INBOX ME IDEAS AND ILL TRY MY BEST TO PUT THEM IN....THANKS!

Thug life!

You can't trust no one but yoself because people will turn on you to save they own ass! 

JUST A DREAM!

"Aaliyah wake up baby it's time for school!" 

" Thanks mom I'm up!" 

As I got out of bed I went down stairs to see my mommy and tell her good morning as usual she was sitting in her chair in the living room watching channel 5 News.  

"hey mommy good morning! "I said with ah smile. 

She looked at me and smiled"hey baby girl how did you sleep?" "l slept well we'll i just wanted to see how you are doing imma get ready for school now love you mommy." As I went to hug her she felt so warm i loved my mom a lot she made me feel happy and safe especially in her arms i wanted to stay there forever. When I pulled away something didn't seem right she stated to slowly disappear. Mom.....mom....mom! I screamed at the top of my lungs but she wouldn't answer finally everything just got completely dark and I was all alone..........BEEP!......BEEP!.........BEEP! my alarm went off and woke up in a sweat. Can you say eww? Omg its was just, a dream god I wanted it t o be real so bad.

I looked at my clock it said 5:00 I got up out of bed and went to my bathroom and got ready for school i the shower and started to wash myself up with my red loofah and my bath and body works body wash that smelt like strawberries. After about ten minutes I was done so I got out the, shower and wrapped myself in a pink bath towel. Then I headed to my room, and closed the door put on some music and began applying lotion all over my body I looked in my mirror and all i saw was a ugly reflection starring back at after i was done with myself pity for today i went to my dresser and got a Victoria secret black bra and panty set out put it on and then went to my closet and looked for a outfit after five minutes I found a big white shirt that said TUPAC 4 EVER! In big red letters then I found some black leggings to go with it i put it on then i put on my white boots to go with it. Along with some jewelry to go with it i wore some hoop earrings that said beautiful in them along with my necklace that said beautiful on it. As for my hair I put it in a high bun. Make up I put on a little black eye liner and some red lip stick and a little bit of white eye shadow. Lastly I put on some hally Barry perfume. I looked in the mirror i looked good. I got my car keys and book bag and headed out door finally my life sunk in when my grandmother asked if I would like so breakfast I told her no and jetted for the door. Okay so let me explain my name is Aaliyah but people call me liyah I am a red bone and ah thick one at that. I have long jet black hair I'm mixed with native American,Jamaican,French,German,white,African American so you see I got a lot in me. I'm seventeen and i live in Minnesota with my grandmother after my mother died. So far it's been pretty okay we have our bumps but you see I met her a week before my mother died I really didn't know my father or my fathers family so we will see how this go's.......... 

HIGH SCHOOL!

It was now seven and I was almost to the high school danmm I hate being the new girl cause all they do is stair at you and ask questions like your an alien or something. Let me explain something to you I'm not the popular girl like my brothers or my sister or even my mom was. I'm more of the shy don't talk to you unless you talk to me kind of girl. You know what I mean? I mean hey my mother always said its better to be silent then to talk to much. I'm HERE ugh I bet no one will like me they will probably call me fat if not to my face than behind my back. I mean I cant get mad at something that's true I know I am fat and not pretty so what I cant change it.