A THUGS FANTASY!

LIFE GOS ON

A few weeks later..

Soo its been a few weeks since ive been at this school and so far everything has been going good at school so i found out i love english lol yeah i kinda like school. As for me and me grandmother well we really are not getting along so we'll maybe its because i miss my mother I dont know. My father contacted me he was just talking to me and I decided that maybe weight loss wouldn't be so bad I see all these girls at school and they are beautiful and not fat i wanna guy to look at me like they do them. Ugh i need good to give me a sign...! I need y'all to pray for me! Lol I just want love why do,all pretty girls get love and guys just dog the ugly ones?

Aaliyah was a smart girl but vary sad i inside at school and at home she would put on a fake smile to cover up her pain inside. She also feels like she's not like other girls because she's 17 and still a virgin but what she didn't know was that wasn't something to be sad about,it was something to be happy about. And about her cry for wanting real love what she didn't know that god was gonna send her an angel.

A/N she's going to say Gaga it basically the native way of saying grandmoth okay hope you like enjoy!

Monday!

"Hey sweet heart it's time to get up for school." "okay gaga im up"

After my gaga went out to the living room. For reason I wanted to dress up cute today. So I got up ran in the shower and then ten minutes later ran to my closet and picked out something tp wear. I ended up wearing my black top that hangs over in the front to go along with the silver jeans. For shoes I wore my black heels that had silver sparkles in them. As for my hair I wore it,straight down and curly at the ends when it's straight it hangs to the middle of my back. I don't wear it down often cause my mommy always like it down and well it's just a painful memory ya know? Jewelry I wore silver hops with a silver necklace that said love. As for make up I wore red lipstick and a little bit of eye liner and some golden eye shadow. And love spell perfume then I put on my white jack and grabbed my keys and said goodbye to my grandmother and left got in my car and headed to school. When I got to school i got some breakfast from ahla cart and was headed to my locker to get my books for first classes and said hey to my girls when i got up to my locker or almost to,my locker i fell straight on my ass with a rush of axe in my nose. "oh shit my bad sweetie I opened my eyes to see who I hit i look up and open my eyes oh my damn hes so fine he looked like a thug but then you get a tray songz vibe and he had muscles and tats and he was mixe and had the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in my life. His voice through me out my thoughts "hello you okay?" O my god I'm sorry i hit you".

What will she do comment and tell me hope you like so far give me name ideas vote comment ill update more soon thanks loves!! XoXoxo.

Recap: she was walking to her locker and got knocked down and now she's freaking out ah lil.

Aaliyah

"I'm so sorry I hit you." "Its alright sweetheart you need some help up or are you just gonna lay there?" Oh yea thanks. He helped Aaliyah up and they started talking he was actually trying to get to know her.

"So do you have a name pretty one?"

Aaliyah blushed she didn't think no one thought she's was pretty because she had weight problems. But she just thought she was being nice and didn't wanna be rude so she just said thank you.

"thanks umm soo what's your name?" "no prob sweetie and it's taj Jackson but people call me T."

"taj huh I like that name." "l like yours how did you get it?" "my mom like Aaliyah the singer a lot" "I see are you new here I haven't seen you around here before?" Yeah I just moved here from Wisconsin." "ah fo real i got some fam up dar" He said with that smile that made my heart melt. "why you come here?" "umm I really don't wanna talk about it." "Iight that's cool do you have a phone?" "yea." I gave him my number and went to class and he met me after all classes.

A month later...

A month has gone by and me and tal have gotten vary close he told me about how he wants to me a producer in hiphop and make it big and hes the sweetest thing i the world he asked me on a date and we going out on Saturday,i can't wait i hope things stay this good.......

DAY OF THE DATE

I was in math class and I was finished with all my homework so is sat back and was on my phone in this school you can have your phones out after you finish your work i was looking through my instagram i don't really be on here that much because i don't like the way i look i don't even like takin picks at all but i went on it anyway. As i was scrowling through i seen a picture of me and taj and the park and under the caption it read why would he want that fat ugly bitch anyways. with a whole bunch of people laughing at me agreeing with her. i turn my phone off and ran out of class crying i got in my car that used to be my mothers and i went home. i don't think i can go on the date with taj tonight this is the worst fucking Friday ever.....!

sorry for such the long over due update but i was busy with school homework ect ill update later though tell me what you think comment ideas vote thanks loves xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

As I pulled into my apartment building I pulled into the garage and got out and went into my bedroom. I didn't even say anything to my gaga, I just wanted to go in my room and cry. the one time I think that some thing good can actually happen In my life it always ends badly. I wish I could just disappear from this world, lets face it I'm never gonna be a size zero. I might just be lonely or hey better yet disappear from this world. people say when people go to haven they become angels well where's mine when I need one?

A/N

SORRY YOU GUYS FOR THE LONG OVER DUE UPDATE BUT THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR READING IT MEANS A LOT LEAVE COMMENTS TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK SHOULD HAPPEN HMMMM? IS HE TO GOOD TO BE TRUE OR IS SHE JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS??? I DONT KNOW WE WILL SEE...

Taj POV

Iight so wassup yall iight so me and liyah have been talking for some time now and hey ah brother aint gonna lie im really feeling her she sweet beautiful she seem like the wifey type but im not gonna jump my self I am gonna try to get throught this date tonight. Iight so its the night of the date and I got some shit planned for my beautiful angel.