* Hannahs pov*
I wake up in Calums arms and smile to myself.
This is great.
Morgan slowly walks into my room looking like a zombie, Alyssa slowly follows, and Gracie walks out if her room with a horrible look on her face. I wriggle out of Calum's grasp and we all go meet in Morgans room so we can talk with waking anyone up because Ashton, Luke, and Calum are all still here.
"What's up guys?" Morgan asks
"Do you remember Amber?" Gracie asks "well today is her One year anniversary"
"T-today? Th-thats tod-day?" I ask
Gracie nods and looks at Alyssa who falls to her knees and we all follow. The guys walk in to see where we all are and I being the only one to be able to form words tells the whole story which makes Alyssa cry even harder and luke pulls Gracie into his lap, Ashton pulls Alyssa and Morgan in a big hug, and Calum pulls me into his lap. Nobody talks just mourn for our friend and her family.
*Alyssa pov*
Amber, committed. She actually did it. I could have helped her. I knew, and I did tell anyone. This is all my fault. One year ago today, she would've been here today, she would have been our biggest fan.
We must've sat like this for hours, our phones constantly went off, our new friends ran in and tried to talk to us and all I said was 'shes dead'. I get up and Gracie and Hannah look up at me then to Morgan who hasn't moved at all. Xander walks in and looks at us. He pulls us three girls standing into a hug and lunges for Morgan and wraps around her with his arms and legs around her body and rubbing his head on her like a cat. We all start chuckling and the guys come in and grab their girl.
"I bet you are wondering why Im here" Xander says as he gets up and pulls Morgan into a hug
We all look at each other and nod
"You have a gig tonight, I know its short notice and all but they are willing to pay well" He says
"We have to do it. For our fans" I say
"I'll go get outfits ready" Hannah says and walks away
Gracie, Morgan, and I get the setlist together. Everything goes slowly and nobody talks more than they have to. Hannah walks back in with 4 black tops, 3 pairs of jeans, 1 white pair of pants, shoes, and her makeup sets. She gets dressed the fastest and asks Calum to drive her somewhere, so she can get something while the rest of us shower and get dressed, then have Gracie or Morgan to do our hair.
*Morgans Pov*
Hannah and Calum walk in with Four matching necklaces for Suicide Prevention Awareness and they pass them out to us. We finally finish getting ready and we all get in our cars and head to the venue since we were getting bigger we were getting bigger places to play. Alyssa goes and sets up her drums and the rest of us tune our instruments and head back to the dressing rooms, I see all of the girls with their guy and I see Michael walk up to me.
"The guys told me whats up are you okay?" He asks sadly
"I really don't know, I just have really bad timing right now for everything" I say
He hugs me and I don't object because it's Michael Clifford, lets be real he gives the best hugs in the world. He whispers Im sorry in my hair and asks for another chance. I just nod and he pulls me tighter and says something about a date but we were told we had to get on the stage. We all huddle by the stage and do our ritual.
"You guys, we will do great tonight, we worked to hard not too" Gracie says
"We all know who the show is dedicated to tonight" I say
The girls nod and the stage manager says we are on. Alyssa walks out first and waves and gives is a little beat, I walk out next because I am in thee opposite side of the stage I wave and watch Gracie come out next wave, and Hannah does the same.
"Hey guys How are you doing tonight?" Gracie asks and most people say good
"Well, we have something to tell you guys before we start" I say and everyone gets quiet and I look at Hannah to finish
"One of our dear Friends committed Suicide last year today so we are going to be playing her favorite songs, then if we have time we will speed it up" She says
"So our set list for tonight is;
Skinny Love- Birdy
Broken Home- 5 Seconds of Summer
This is Gospel- Panic! At the Disco
The Only Reason- 5 Seconds of Summer
Life of The Party- Shawn Mendes"
Alyssa says and she starts counting off for our first song if Skinny Love which was Ambers favorite song
