Mine: A Ricky Horror Love Story

chapter 4: i missed you so fucking much.

Eliza's pov
Ricky. Chris. When I came out from the break room, they were standing there. Scanning the room. They asked Ben where I was, then Ben spotted me and led them to me. Of course, Ben has been planning this. How could he not? He knew I missed them. He knew that I wanted to see them. Once they came up to me, I had a look of shock and Horror (A/N: get it? Lol.) They seemed to notice, because Ricky hugged me. Obviously I hugged back. I was just wondering if he would feel the cuts or feel how skinny I was.

He pulled away with a confused look on his face. Then Chris hugged me. Once Chris pulled away, they both shared a confused look. Do they know I am anorexic? Do they know I cut?!?!

Then Ricky took me to the break room, while Chris talked to Ben. Once Ricky and I got into the break room, he told me very heartbreaking things. "Eliza, I have a girlfriend." "So? I know you would choose another girl over a anorexic freak like me!"I plainly said. "Wait, Eliza. Your anorexic?!? Chris come back here!" Seconds later my brother was standing next to my old best friend. "What is it?" He begged looking at me with worry. I feel like a bitch. Fuckin hell. "Go on, Eliza Iris Cerulli." Ricky is making me say it? Awe come on... "Well. When you both left for tour, dad kept raping once a month for three years. That's when I stocked up on birth control pills, three years ago. I also started cutting. And he has made me not eat. Every time he does offer me food, that's when I deny it. So I haven't been eating, except for tiny things. I really missed you guys, especially Ricky. You are my best friend. You stood up for me when I couldn't. I missed you. So much. I felt like you guys left because of me. Ricky just told me he had a girlfriend." I explained in tears. Ricky was cradling me. Chris was right there next to him, holding my hand. Just then Ricky said something that I thought I would never hear from him. "Eliza Iris, I love you, I would scream it to the world. I'm going to break up with my girlfriend. Cause I want to be with you forever." He said. I sat there in shock. "He asked me for permission to ask you to be his girlfriend. Go ahead, say yes." Chris reassured. "Yes." Ricky hugged me and kissed me. It felt right.

I know I want to be with you forever, too, Ricky. To the moon and back.

A/N: so how was it? I didn't mean do make it so long. It was an accident. I swear. I think it is a little to sappy, but I tried to make it good for you guys taste. You fan fic readers. Love you, frostlings!!
~frost queen. 504 words.