chapter 22: Savior part 1

157 3 0
                                    

Savior ~ Black Veil Brides

Trigger warning: tears, cutting, like usual, and mentioned suicide once again.

Elisa's POV

Ricky and I are getting married soon. We are getting married after tour ends. When he asked me to marry him, we went on tour. Since then, it's been 2 weeks.

It's really fun, being engaged and all.

I decided to go for a walk to see what other bands we are touring with.

Let's see, there's Falling In Reverse, Crown The Empire, Black Veil Brides, All Time Low, Of Mice & Men, Asking Alexandria, Pierce The Veil and Sleeping With Sirens. There's probably more I just didn't get that far in 1 hour.

What? Short legs can't get me very far.

As I walked into the bus, I heard moaning.

"RYAN!!! STOP IT!!" I yelled.

As soon as I said that, Ryan walked out of the bathroom.

"Stop what?" He asks politely.

"Wait wait wait... Where is there rest of the guys? Who is in my bunk?"

"The guys went to a bar to get drunk. Ricky and I came back but with a girl." He says, with a very contorted face.

"Oh. My. Goodness. Ricky's fucking cheating." I mumble.

"What'd you say?" Ryan asks nicely.

"I'm going to the bathroom." I said and ran to the bathroom.

•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.

I sighed as I stared at the deep cuts everywhere on my ugly body. I knew I wasn't good enough for him.

I'm too fat for Ricky. I know he likes those skinny sluts.

I guessed that this ring he vowed to give me isn't worth a thing like I'm worth nothing.

I took my blade and cut on my stomach even more.

Nobody loves me. Nobody ever will.

If they do, I don't see how.

Chris lied.

Ricky lied.

Everybody lied.

Nobody is doing any good.

Guess I can do it and no one will notice.

I pulled myself off the ground and found a knife in the bathroom. I have no clue why a knife is in here, but it's helpful in this situation.

I heard voices outside and I figured out it was Ricky, Ryan, and Chris.

I grabbed a towel and spread it down on the bathroom floor.

"No she's been in there for an hour. I am really worried. Ricky started this first anyway." I figured Ryan said.

"RICKY WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!!" Chris said as he came closer to the bunks and bathroom.

I muffled my cries by covering my mouth with my hand.

I heard more chatter as I kept crying.

I closed my eyes and slide the knife across my throat as the bathroom door started to open.

I blacked out.

•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.
To be continued

Thus, shall be continued baby friends.
I LOVE YOU BABY FROSTLINGS

Vote
Comment
Share
~Frost Queen

Mine: A Ricky Horror Love StoryWhere stories live. Discover now