GOING NATIONAL ~~~ Brendon Urie

six

"I guess it does."

~~~

"So... Elliot."

"Yes, Bren?"

"Do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure."

The past hour has been really hard for me.

Trying not to grab Brendon's face and kiss it as hard as possible can really wear on a person.

But now I know how he feels, and I'm giddy as ever.

"Which one?" He looks up at me from the floor where he sits, giving me a look of pure happiness.

I tap my chin, thinking. "Doesn't matter to me. As long as it's not-"

"The Hunger Games!"

"Oh Brendon. Please get over your crush on Katniss."

"Not before you get over your crush on Peeta. Come on, you know you love this movie."

I huff, my face heating up. "Fine. But I won't like it."

Brendon bites his lip, sending my heartbeat over the edge. "Oh yes you will."

~~~

It's official.

I am completely infatuated with Brendon Boyd Urie.

I haven't been able to pay attention to anything else for the entire movie.

First, it's his hand. He won't stop moving it. And it seemingly keeps getting closer to mine.

I'm afraid.

Because I won't let him do this while he's with Sarah. I can't.

But another thing I can't do, is turn him down.

I'm torn between being happy and being a good person.

But as Brendon's pinky touches mine, I think, maybe one time won't hurt.

And now we're holding hands.

And now I can feel the grin on my face spreading.

And I can see the grin on Brendon's face spreading.

Wow.

Being happy is so worth it.

~~~

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-Hann