I am not real
that is what I have decided
that none of this is real,
that all of it is in my mind,
and that when I wake up,
there will be nothing there.
there are no people,
there is nothing to see
because somehow I am here
without anything to prove it,
other than my mind,
and other people and things,
that could just as easily,
be in my mind as well,
and so I keep acting
like all of this matters,
but if this is all in my mind,
then I don't care,
so it doesn't.
