After we left Aeropostale I decided I should buy her some food since I spilled it. She got Sushi. I got Chicken Parmesan. We walked to the table we were gonna sit at and sat there.
" This green stuff is mad good. You should try it! It makes any food taste better. " she said.
I looked at it, scooped some up and put some on my chicken. I took a bite and chewed. It tasted like nothing. "It doesn't taste like any—" I started tearing up and exhaled. That shit started burning. "What the fuck is that?" I grab my Coke and chug that shit down. It didn't make a difference so I took her water and chugged that too. I felt relief. She bursted out in laughter.
"That's what you get." She said mid laughter. I just looked at her and shook my head. After that series of laughing, we exit the mall.
As we're walking to the car I start looking at her again. She doesn't even notice she's in deep, deep thought. I wonder what she's thinking about. I don't know what my feelings are towards her, I don't, I know I'm not in love with her. But what else is it? She snaps me out my thoughts.
"Why are you staring at me" she asks. I look at her confused.
"Nobody was looking at you." I say lying.
"Whatever, I saw you looking at me." She said opening the car door and getting in. She seems upset about something. I ignore it and enter the vehicle.
For the first couple minutes we drove in silence. It was an awkward silence, she was just staring out the window. She acted like she was timid.
"So where do you live?" I ask.
"Why?"
"I need to bring you home." I say.
"Oh. Um 40 Woodcrest Drive."
"Do you want to go home?" I say secretly hoping she said no. I have nothing to do all week. I go on tour next week leaving me this week to relax but, I don't know how to do that anymore.
She smirks" No, not at all." She goes back to staring out the window.
It's so awkward, talking to her but I know, well I could tell that it'll be worth getting to know her. I didn't bother asking why she doesn't want to go back home.
"Do you smoke?" I ask. I'm smoking whether she does or not.
"Actually I've never tried it. I want to, like, a lot." She smiled and her whole mood brightened.
" I could be your first time." I smiled thinking nothing of what I just said. She looked at me with fierce eyes. "Oh, no, no I didn't, mean it — like that. I'm sorry." I scratch the back of my head nervously. She starts laughing.
"Anyways–" she said with a smile calming her laughter down. "Where are we going to smoke?" She asks.
"You'll find out, be patient. Your lucky, it's not like me to share weed- or anything for that matter." I say looking at her.
"Aww, I'm bringing out the good in you already." She says happily. I shake my head and pay attention to the road. We drive for at least 10 minutes more and then we reach our destination to our right.
It wasn't anything fancy, it was a wide open field with low cut grass. I turn the music up from the car so we could sit on the field and still hear it. I look over to her, she had dozed off. I went to wake her up but I took my hand back. She looked adorable. Wonder what it's like waking up to her every morning. Shit. I know I'm not catching feelings for her. I need to stay on the music and Harley. I don't have time for side relations.
I turn the volume to max making her jump up. She looked at me like she had seen a ghost. I was rolling. Her expression was priceless!
