I woke up from what felt like the most peaceful sleep ever. In a white room. Red carpet, and a red door. I don't know how but it all just clicked, right at that moment; all the memories of me before I killed myself. Me finishing dinner, saying good night to my mum. Writing the letter to her. This was it. This was death and.... It was calm, comfortable, extraordinary. Never in my life had I felt so free and feather-like. I know being alone is dangerous but I assume that doesn't apply to my now as I have no one to fill any emptiness that might crawl in to my thoughts.
Is that what you think this is darling?
What the... Who is that? I whispered uneasily.
Do you want to stay here or have a new life my queen?
The thing replied not answering my question.
Wait what do you mean queen? Aren't I dead? How the fuck can I have a new life? I answered
You are my queen. Now answer. Do you want to have a new life? The voice growled quietly.
Well yes of course but not like how it was before. I answered cautiously.
Your wish is my command my queen. Be careful.
And with that the room turned black as I fell in to a forced deep sleep.
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My death wish
RomanceDear mum I don't even know how it came to this, I was just drowning in everything around me and I couldn't handle it anymore. And you know how much I hate making myself the centre of attention or appearing weak in any way but I'm broken mum... And I...