Wanted love

Chapter 1- the news

I bit my lip and moaned, he was making it feel so good. He grabbed my lower back and swung me around so that I was pressed against the wall. He stopped kissing my neck and now he just stared with a devious grin. His brown eyes scanning my face, I felt my face grow hot. I wasn't used to getting this intimate or close with anyone, he looked at my lips then at my eyes then back at my lips. We had been dating for a good 5 months, the only problem is. He's 27 and I'm 15, I wasn't supposed to be out tonight, but I told my mom that I was staying the night at Regina's. She's a really good friend of mine, I've known her for 6 years now.
He looked at my lips once more before cupping my cheeks and pushing his lips against mine. My heart fluttered and I felt giddy. He pulled away, and let go running his hand through his chocolate locks.
"Is there something wrong?" I asked looking down, he turned around and began to gather my stuff. I looked at him, he didn't even maintain eye contact.
"Nick, please answer me." I pleaded while walking towards him and grabbing his arm. He looked at me, and sighed in defeat.
"I can't keep doing this Ari. You're my everything you know that, but..but I think we should take some time apart...." He said pursing his lips. I was shocked he was my world, without him I was vulnerable! He made me feel like I was safe and secure, that we could overcome any challenge.
"What....? No no Nick I love you, can't you see that??" I whispered. My eyes glazed over with the threat of tears spilling out.
"You know it's wrong! I'm too old, if we get caught together I could go to jail! Listen maybe when you're older you'll understand." He said handing me my bag and standing completely up. I took the bag and just clutched it to my chest. My world was closing in on me.
"Please Nick don't do this..." I said, barely audible. My eyes stung. I wanted to cry but for some reason all I could do was stare as my heart shattered into tiny pieces. He looked at me worriedly.
"Are you okay?" He asked, but I couldn't hear him over the pounding in my head. The room began to spin and mix around in circles before it went black.