I've gotten tired keeping how I really feel about myself bottled up. So I made this in order to not hold onto my self hatred. I am no lyrisist don't expect greatness. Just don't take too many things to heart.
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So you think you're cool
You think you're great
Its surprising you've ever been on a date
Yet alone had someone to call yours
Someone who can open your doors
But you don't have that anymore
You can't even hold a simple guy
So in the end you get left alone to sit and cry
You say that's not gonna fly
You say you'll better yourself
Focus on you and no one else
But where has that gotten you so far
Wanting to get ran over by a car
Wait but that's too easy
What about something a little more breezy
Maybe hang yourself, frame yourself
Go head and maim yourself
Or maybe, just maybe
Use that mountain of pills you've got
Since you can't seem to use them when you should
that could probably hit the spot
Mark the dot
You could be a little less distraught
So you're a little suicidal, but that's not all
Now you don't have anyone to call
Anyone to catch you when you fall
Now you're here dropping the ball
And yet what do you blame it on
You say its all anxiety
Now You make it your priority
Out of all your problems its the minority
You've never been to great with your mental authority
Its something you deplore
It causes everyone close to hate you
Some of them date you
Did I say date I meant rape
But of course they weren't all bad
One played you, the other through you out
Gave up on you
Now you're just an empty shell
Sent down to hell
Hey does that ring a bell
Cause it sounds like your depression calling
So now you sit here balling
Wailing till your voice is gone
Just like that self esteem, you moron
Can't even stand up for yourself
You've been walked on, talked about
You're supposed to be one of the biggest and the brightest
Supposed to be one of the wisest
But here you are
Grinding your teeth
Oh so very meek
Weak
But still trying to look oh so very sleek
Your life's lookin pretty bleak
Now lets not forget about your family life
Your great grandma is the definition if strife
And you got all your problems from that DNA
But hey
They say you can overcome this
Especially you since youre a wiz
Don't you worry
There's no hurry
You're here with words of furry
You try to act like there's nothing wrong with you
Except to those selected few, who
Keep you standin strong and
Show you difference between right and wrong
But youre still here
With somethin to fear
And guess what
Who? You
