Every night I lay awake
Wondering, waiting
"For what?" you may ask
For a life I can escape to
Sadly, it'll never happen
Because that other life is my dreams
And lately I can't fall asleep
Pills, heat, milk, massage
Hardly works, but when it does
It only lasted a few hours
By twelve I'm up and fully awake
Then again at three and four
Sleep is all I ask for