Stress

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In my short time of living, I never found the correct definition of stress. No, I'm not talking bout a dictionary definition but my own. As become older I tend to worry about my future quite more often. I sit in my room shaking and crying thinking what in the hell I'm going to do after school. Is this what you call "stress"? Not having a specific talent to show to the world worries me a lot. Looking at this generation, even with its downfalls, there is some real talent out there. People doing things that I didn't think a human can do. Just asking myself, "what talent do you have?" You're normal. Boring. Kinda like this paragraph that is getting typed. Is that "stress"? Envying others because of their talent. Hating people for it. Who cares if these people are not honored for being smart and making good life decisions. I don't care. I'm jealous. I'm jealous that get live their life regret of giving up high school and not going to college. Going to an audition instead of a job interview. You wanna know why? It's because what these people are living, its a life. I cry because I'm not like these people. I worry about myself. Is that "stress"?

Maybe, it is.

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