Stuck With You

Rooftop Hide Out

~28

Harry hasn't changed; he doesn't remember telling me he was falling in love with... maybe it wasn't true. Just the drinks talking, messing up his mind. Harry and I have to plan a party for next week, the day before the judge who will grant the divorce. At this party there will be livestream for the fans, family, the world to see. It's where Harry and I will tell the world that the marriage will be ending. And this whole thing will be in the past. No more acting...

I'm not sure why that makes me sad. It's not like I thought... maybe, just maybe, what he told me so many nights ago was true. I meant it. I really was falling for him. His smile, messy hair. His busy crazy hours. Everything about him made me smile or blush well not when he wasn't being a jerk.

The guys were out doing another interview while I sat here being told how the party would go.

"Jack, can't this wait til Harry's here?"

"Harry is a busy man."

"Well, just tell me where I need to be, that's all that matters right?"

Jack gives me a look. It's not like I really care. Harry will go one way and I'll go my own way. I'll forever be known as Harry Styles first wife. Not that I care. At this moment I don't feel like I care about anything. My messy hair, what food will be at the party or even all the hate mail, tweet things I get or how I will getting more after the party.

"Hi!" a British voice said when opening the door. It was Liam.

"Hey." I said.

"So, what's going on?"

"Nothing like planning a party."

"Where's Harry?" I asked.

Right then the door opened and three other guys walked in but no Harry.

"Riley, you wanna go for lunch?" Louis asked.

"Sure?" It came out more as a question.

I picked up my phone, bag and we head out.

"So, where's Harry?"

"I don't know, he ditched right after the interview." Louis said once we were in the hallway.

He held open the hotel door. Walking a few blocks before coming by a Hotdog stand. Ordering, Louis pointed to a bench. Siting I take a bit.

"This party... is that when it's going to happen?"

"The day before the judge will grant..."

"And you'll tell everyone?" He asked.

"That Harry and I rushed into things, it's not working, or too young, bla bla bla." I took a bit.

"How do you feel about it?"

"Truth?" I said. "I think the party is a waste..."

"Not the party." Louis said.

I knew what he was talking about he meant Harry and I. I just took another bite and another.

"You can't just keep eating, you'll only have a few bits left."

I paused.

"Truth?"

"Yeah." He said, looking at me.

"I don't know."

The cars sped by as I took my last but swallowing.

"How does Harry..."

"I don't know, he won't talk to me about it."

"Why would he even want to talk about it he's..."