Poems and Quotes from a troubled mind

Day 6

The definition of pretty- Flowers

The definition of beautiful- Nature

The definition of amazing- Mountains

The definition of mesmerizing- You

I'm tired of being the nice person,

I'm tired of being the maid,

I'm tired of being the adult,

I'm tired of being the conscience,

I'm tired of not being me,

but most of all I'm too tired to stop...

My story isn't over yet;

I can't wait to see the look on her face when I prove her dead wrong.

I can't be the good daughter anymore, it's driving me nuts.

Nothing is ever good enough for him,

Good grades? Never noticed, try something else.

Pretty? Someone else holds his eyes, try again.

Quiet? Not quiet enough, again.

Never talk? Why are you so quiet? again.

Active? You're always gone, I'm lonely. again.

Never leave? Get out of the house I want to be alone. again.

Care more about his needs then your own? She acts like a chihuahua, the only thing they're

useful for is target practice. again.

Do chores on command? Are you stupid? Then why are you failing? again.

Scream for help when his wife hurts you? ..... are you ok? no. ...nothing. stop trying he'll never love you.

i can't wait to be free of all these tortures weighing down my mind.

they are holding me 8 feet under

monsters are real, and ghosts are too, they live inside us, and sometimes they win

i sat and stared

while you did this to me,

i sat and watched

as you laughed at me,

now i will just

melt you to the bones,

freezing you tell

my misery is gone,

i'll pray on your souls

as you hurt in pain,

i'll eat at your sins

as i watch them gain,

i'll chew at your soul

while it weeps on the floor,

i'll sit and stare

while i haunt you

to your grave,