Is This Goodbye?

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FELIX /Pewdiepie's POV

How did this happen? I should've been with her but I wasn't. It all happened so fast. I was walking home with ken when I felt a weird sensation. It made me want to turn around but I ignore it. "Are you feeling alright" ken asked. I simply nodded. "I just got this weird feeling is all. It's probably nothing" I smiled. We kept walking but the fear did not disappear. Ken and I played games for a few minutes when I heard frantic knocking. "Who could that be" ken asked. I walked to the door and opened it. There stood Tamara, panting and crying. "Tamara?" I asked. What was she doing here? She quickly lunged and held on to me. "Tamara. What's wrong?" I asked worried. She didn't answer. Her breathes were coming out short and hard. Her body was shaking and she only cried. 

"Tamara calm down. You're hyperventilating" I yelled. I continue to talk to her but all she did was cry. Her grip on me soon got weaker. "Tamara" I yelled. Her body was going limp. "Ken, call 911" I yelled. Ken quickly grabbed the phone and dialed 911. I grab some blankets and covered Tamara so she wouldn't get cold. Next thing I remember I am an ambulance with Tamara on the heart monitor. Why is this happening?

-Time skip after dad comes-

I waited outside the door while she and her father talked. All our friends were sitting outside waiting for the report. "She is awake" I said. They all sigh in relief. "Her father was talking to her so nobody should go in yet" I told them. "Did she tell you what happened" sein asked. "She was too frantic to answer" I answered and sat down. "What could cause her to have such a breakdown" piggeh asked. "I don't know" I whispered. 10 minutes later the door open and her father walked out. "Sein I need to talk to you" her father called. Sein walked with him around the corner.

 Everyone quickly gathered into the room. Tamara was sitting up, staring out the window. She turned to us and smiled softly. "Hey guys" she softly spoke. Piggeh quickly went and hugged her. "You scared us half to death" he cried. "Sorry" she smiled softly. Everyone sat around Tamara and simply talked. No one brought up the question why she was sent here in front of her. I guess they wanted her to tell them on her own. "Guys, sorry but...I might be going back to the demon world when I get out" she finally said. Everyone froze. "Wait, what do you mean? You're leaving?" minx gasped. She nodded. "Why? I thought you liked being with us?" I asked. "I do but I can't seem to stay here anymore" she whimpered. "Why" I yelled. "Felix" ken said. "No. I want to know the reason. When you left school you said you weren't leaving. What made you want to leave so suddenly?!" I yelled. 

"BECAUSE MY UNCLE IS BACK" she finally yelled. I stopped screaming, my anger disappearing. Tamara was shaking and her tears flowed down her face. Fear filled my mind. What will happen? If she stays she might be in danger. If she leaves, I will never see her again. Of course the second one is better for her but it hurts knowing that we won't be able to be together anymore. "When did this happen" stephano asked. "While I was going home. Right after I left pewdie" she whimpered. Tamara is terrified of this man because of what he did to her. I couldn't talk anymore. I fear I may cry or even say something that will make her cry even more. So I simply sat by her side and held her hand. It was the only thing I could do. I felt so useless. I had the feeling that something was wrong but I ignored it and look what happened. Tamara is in a hospital after a panic attack and is now thinking of leaving me and on top of that she is now in danger of being taken again by her uncle again.

 This is my fault.

-Time skip-

After everyone left I stayed with Tamara. We didn't talk; we just sat by each other. There was so much on each of our minds. I look at Tamara and could still see the terror in her eyes. There was sadness, depression, and...guilt? "What do you have to be guilty about, you didn't do anything wrong" I said out loud. She looked at me with a frown. "It's because of me that everyone is on edge. I might be leaving and never see any of you guys anymore. I won't ever see you anymore and you were pretty pissed when I said I was leaving even after I told you I wasn't" she sighed. "But you didn't cause this. This is all his fucking doing" I growled. She laughed lightly and leaned on my shoulder.

 "Thanks" she smiled. I leaned and wrapped my arms around her. "I love you" I whispered. Her body went rigid. "I know this might be the worst time ever to tell you this. You might be leaving me and I don't want to have any regrets in the future if I never see you again" I explained. Her body slowly relaxed. "I love you too" she whispered back to me. I felt my heart ache. What if I never see her again? We only have until tomorrow to hear her father's decision. What if he doesn't let her stay? Is this Goodbye? "I don't want you to leave. I know it might be selfish and I know you're scared but it's what I feel. I want to be there with you, to protect you and make you feel like you have no fears in the world. I want to be able to see your eyes, hear your voice, and touch your skin" I whisper in her ear. 

She looks up at me and we lock lips for maybe the last time.



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