chapter 21

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Jane's pov


After that breath catcher event in our office back there, I decided to go home--- in Aldrin's apartment and do him a revenge 'cause he needed that and deserve it!


As I enter the house, I saw him frightened. Sam at her side and crying out loud.


"Baby, you need to say your mission is all about. She badly needs to know it." Sam said between her sobs.


Aldrin open his mouth to say something but close it again.


I play innocent at them and pretend I don't know what they're up to. My brows furrow and line together as one.


"He only split with your cousin because Adrian wants to get what you have. You live without the money you inherit to your parents and that's what he gets angry at. You did stand even though you can't. With the help of your friends and your boss. I'm sorry, Jane. He does this for me and his child. He only wants to give us a better future by means of money. And I'm proud to say he's very much guilty about not telling you all this time." Sam continued as I watch her cry a lot.


"Sam is right, Jane. But I do love you still. All my actions back when we were together were all true. Please, forgive what I've done wrong. "Aldrin said, regret was shown in his face.


"What?! You still love her? What about me, do you love me too?! Your unfair, Aldrin! How can you do this to us? To your child?" Sam was now in hysterics. She starts to punch Aldrin in his chest and cry.


"I'm sorry, Sam. I don't love you and I didn't love you for the times were together. I still love Jane. Don't worry I'll help you raise your child no matter what happen to me and Jane. I know I'm not Richard's father. I don't even remember how you become my girlfriend back then. I don't remember I court you. You're the one who court me. And that time, you were already pregnant with your child. In the ball back when were freshmen, you made me drink a lot of vodka to fulfill your plan but when I found out, you didn't hear a word coming from me, don't you? I try my best to love you, Sam. But I can't even if I always want to love you. You're a good person, I know that. Still, I can't teach my heart to love you."


Sam's sobs turn into horrifying cries. I pity her. I knew I can forgive them both, but they need to face the consequences behind their sin. I don't know what to do: If I will hug her, hush her or just leave them alone with their problem.


I choose the last choice. I left them carefully. Not leaving a single footstep down my path to avoid them forever. If I can avoid them...


**31


"I wait here for almost 4 hours! Where the hell you came from?" Xsher asked.


"I-I came from Aldrin's apartment. I'm sorry if I make you worry." I don't know where to make eye contact, so I let my eyes rummage the floor. I can't breathe normally too. I think I need to take my medicine.


"Why aren't you in focus? What happened in there? Why are you breathing so fast?" he asked continuously, and I don't know if I can answer him right. I just felt somewhat dizzy.


"I'm tired, xsher. If you'll excuse me, I need to rest." Then I hurriedly go upstairs but he blocked my way.


"I said, what happen back there?" he shouted.


"Aldrin told me he loves me, and I don't know if I love him too!! Now, will you unblock my way? I really need to take my medicine right now. I'm very......dizzy...." Then all went black.


**31


I open my eyes to see Xsher standing beside my bed and confused was written in his face. I don't feel any better. My eyes keep shutting even I control it with all my strength."I loved you, Jane. Always remember that. Decide now who you love, please?" I heard him whisper before my conscious give up.

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