It all started one day when Jocelynne hugged me for the first time.... I enjoyed her touch and I wanted to stay like that forever. I didn't want to accept the fact that I liked her ... I couldn't ... Everything would change for the worst ... What if I lost her ? I don't know if she even likes girls ... And I can't bring myself to ask. I have been keeping my feelings compressed until high school ... Where everything changed.
"Jocelynne, you got money for Chinese food?"
"Nah, lets just ask Xitlali for some."
Jocelynne started to actually try to look good and I couldn't help but stare.
"WHATCHA LOOKING AT?!"
"Um... I just remember a meme about pineapple .. Ha ... Ha.." I said to change topic.
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Xitlali invited our squad to her aunt's house in San Diego for some days. I begged my parents to let me go for at least 2 days and they did let me .. But only if Jocelynne went.
Jocelynne's parents gave me a ride to Xitlali's aunt's house and it felt awkward the whole way there. The scariest part of coming out would be them to be honest.
" What's wrong with you? You've been so different lately." Jocelynne told me as we were unpacking our bags in our room.
" My family.High school. I'm always not gonna be okay. Did you bring shampoo?"
"Yep." She said throwing me the shampoo.
"You Motherfu-"
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I had a nightmare. I confessed to Jocelynne.. And all of a sudden cholos came and shot everybody. Aliens also came and put some chip inside my brain. It was horrible . Jocelynne rejecting me was also horrible.
"Sam, do you want chocolate chip waffles?" Xitlali asked me as she served Lily and Jocelynne.
" Yeah, but can you not put whip cream all over them."
Xitlali took it as an insult and sprayed whip cream all over my face. Jocelynne couldn't stop laughing and it made me laugh so hard. Suddenly, I felt a finger rub whip cream of my face. It was Jocelynne .. WHAT IS THIS ... WHAT THE HELL IS THIS..
"YOU LOOK LIKE A TOMATO !!" Lily yelled as Jocelynne licked the whip cream from her finger .
" It's because of the heat .... The stove is heating up the room a lot."
" I don't feel it."
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All the squad was partying in the pool, while I just heard music beside the pool cause a certain somebody called Menstruation. It kinda made me depressed .
After some hours everybody went inside... Except Jocelynne ... She sat next to me and talked about some guy who makes videos with his lesbian mothers... I just kept staring at her eyes ...
"Jocelynne, look at me..... You... Got something ... In your eyes.."
"What is it?" She said coming closer to my face.
I couldn't help myself .... I kissed a girl and I liked it ...
"What did you just do?"
"I.... Kissed you... I like you."
" Sam... I don't ...-"
I just ran inside before she could finish her sentence.
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"Sam, wake up!" I heard Jocelynne whisper as she kept punching my back.
"What?"
" I like you too, ratchet."
" Fuck you Chihuahua."
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Later that night both died in their sleep due to Xitlali poisoning all the food.
the end
