The Sister ( NA LCS )

ch 15

IM BACK!
It has been a while since I have met the LCS guys. I haven't even seen my brother which is probably torturing him. every single day in my apartment is depressing and cold. the hate has gotten worse and it's almost made me commit suicide. I shed a tear as I read through the thousands of unavoidable tweets.
@c9sneaky: I miss you :(
is that an indirect to me? I hope so.
sometimes you get hated on so much that you can't avoid it.
I walked to the bathroom and examined my messed up face.
tear stains all over my cheeks. pink nose. blood shot eyes. smeared mascara. I look 100% terrible.
I looked at the rest of my body and it looks like a got 1,000x skinnier.
what did I ever do to deserve this?!
I screamed and threw a water bottle at the wall making it explode from all the impact. I cried and slid down the wall. my Twitter is probably blowing up from all the hate. I took the towel and wiped my face.
I found my blade. no. don't. I promised.

flashback:
we were at an LCS party.
"Alyssa please." Kevin (Hauntzer) says holding my cut up wrist in his hand
I cried into his shoulder and he hugged me.
"promise?" he asks sticking out his pinky
"promise." I say linking my pinky

I looked away from the blade and threw my basically dead body onto my bed. I threw the gray and white sheets over and stared at the ceiling.
I checked my phone.
@riotphreak: why are you guys hating so much on Sneaky's sister?! what has she ever done to you?! you guys think she is hooking up with all of these pros but let me break it to you, she is not.
@riotkobe: I agree with @riotphreak because she's just a sibling of a popular LCS pro. she isn't no prostitute. also I realized a bunch of the haters are girls. are you afraid she's prettier than you?
i hear a doorbell. I just ignore it but then I hear the lock being picked. shit!
I grabbed a pocket knife from my bed side drawer. I hear whispering outside of my closed bedroom door. I grabbed a not lit candle and threw it at the door. it made a large bang and the whispering stopped. maybe I scared them. then my door handle slowly turns and I back myself as far as I can on my bed. then the door flys open revealing... sneaky?
"Zach?" I ask
"alyssa!" he cheers hugging me
I put down the knife and hugged him back
"how have you been doing? it's been a really long time." Zach asks
"it's been really sad and depressing. I don't even know what I've done. also why'd you come in like a burglar or somethin..." I ask
"because I knew you wouldn't have opened the door." Zach shrugs
"also who were you whispering to?" I ask
"me!" Adrian and Hauntzer says popping out
"hi!" I cheer waving
I've obviously gotten close to Adrian but after Hauntzer accidentally caught me cutting in the bathroom at the party we have slowly gotten close. Hauntzer immediately checks my wrist and realizes there's nothing.
"you've gotten better." he says
"wow thanks a lot," I say slightly pushing him
that just makes him hug me tighter.
"Alyssa remember. we are always here for you." Zach says
him and Adrian gently hold my tiny hand in both of theirs,,, while Kevin is Fuckinf squeezing me to death.
"bitch get off of me!" I sass pushing him off
"bully.,." Hauntzer says sitting right next to me
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IM BACK! I've missed updating but with family issues it's pretty hard. now that all of the problems are all resolved I'm back! unless we encounter more...
also I'm in love with TSM's new line up because you can try all you want but Kasing, Hauntzer and Bjerg are all cute asf. well mkay bye!
p.s. I won't update on thanksgiving