Midnight

Chapter 20-Sorry

Ameira's POV

9 years ago when we were still 9.

"Omg, ahahahaha!" I laughed as I PURPOSELY threw my ice cream at Sandy's face, "GIMME ANOTHER ICE CREAM, SANDY ATE MINE!" I yelled "Uh sure." Sage said giving me a chocolate ice cream on a cone, and I fake-tripped throwing it at Christine's face since Sage was able to dodge it.

"OMG AMEIRA. STOP." Jewel facepalmed, not seeing me below her, I poked the end of her ice cream cone as hard as I can which led directed to Jewel's face, "No one simply tells me to stop!" I laughed wickedly

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"AHHHH, I DIDN'T DO MY HOMEWORK!" I yelled as I punched Harver's face "LET ME COPY YOU, FRIEND!"

"She didn't do her homework again?" Raven asked as he facepalmed staring at the purplenette before him, "Shut up." Sandy sighed as she scribbled on her work text "You didn't do it too?!"

"HMPH, so what?" Christine asked "The girls never do their homework, do they?" Angel sighed, "Did you even do yours?" Harver glared "Of course! Duh! Ahahaha... JOKE, I DIDNT KNOW WE HAVE!" Angel replied panicking

"Idiots!"

"YOU DIDNT DOO ITTT BLEHHH"

"OMG GUYS SHUT UP! *laughs*"

{ Present time }

Sandy? Hm... Why are you there? Oh, it's raining. Wait, why is everyone i front of me? Why are the girls crying? Why do the boys look like their holding back their tears? Why is Sandy... Why is Sandy... Crying before me?

"S-San–––" My voice was hoarse, it felt like my throat has been tied up, my head also hurts so bad as if someone pushed me off somewhere really high. But why can't I speak? Why does... My body feels so numb?

"Ameira." Sandy muttered, Yes, she finally talked! Hm... How do I tell her that I can't talk? I tried to raise my head, but it was heavy, then I also felt a deep wound on my flesh at my stomach, it wasn't that deep though.

"It's still starting, you can't even handle this stupid girl dying?"

I finally spoke. But that wasn't me, was it? Ameira is innocent and doesn't call herself stupid! I'm not stupid anyways.

"Shut up, shut up! Ameira! Didn't you promise to travel the whole world together with our friends?! So why are you dying now?!"

I'm dying.

Sandy yelled at me.

She told my while yelling that,

I'm dying.

With my strength, I carried my hand to hers,

"Ameira... Aren't you gonna do the peace sign?" Sandy laughed sadly clenching to my hand, "We always joked around that if we're gonna die were gonna do the peace sign." She chuckles

"Sandy, I'm not dead for my sake. Geez." I muttered at my lowest voice but it was raining.

The rain that I loved, betrayed me, when I used all my strength in my throat to talk... The rain washed it away. The rain washed my voice away. The rain just made it disappear.

"So, are we... Gonna call Ate Zianna?" Angel asked

"Sandy, check her pulse, oh my god. You guys are overreacting, like SUPER, Ameira is our Bestfriend who promised us many shits, she wouldn't die just like that now, would she?" Christine asked, though crying

Christine knows me well, I'm happy.

"Your right, she wouldn't give up on her life just like that."

Sandy...

"Yeah, I'm so sure she's alive, GEEZ, CHECK IT OUT ALREADY SANDY!"

Im sorry Iriel. Everyone.

"OKAY OKAY I AM."

I'm really sorry but...

"Her heart is still beating! Really slow but... It's kind of... Fading away."

I'm not as strong as you guys.

"WELL? BRING HER TO THE HOSPITAL! IMMEADITLY!"

I was really happy to have friends like you,
The pranks I did to you, was really funny, and embarrassing but none of you ever got so mad at me, now only my thoughts can listen to me since I can't rant on my online diary now.

Dear Diary,

Today was the worst day ever. I made my friends cry! I'm so terrible! And they said I'm dying, which I don't believe but... I think I fell of something, strangled by something and cut by something.

But I wish I'll live! I still want to hang out with them!

And I wanna see that three-pointer hot guy I saw at a basketball match!

And I wanna try all the chocolates and ice cream all over the world!

I have many ambitions.

So guys. I wish you could hear my thoughts out at the very least.

I'm sorry I made you cry.

I'm sorry my strength is fading away.

I'm sorry that I have no hopes.

And the last.

I'm sorry I couldn't hang out with you anymore.

The sounds of sirens rang loudly which was very deafening, my sight started to blur that it was even more, using the latest of my strength I smiled, dying in the rain, entering the ambulance with all my friends. It was a like a dream. Even if I wanted to live, at least I'm dying the way I want to.

Taking my last breath, I smiled, and said the last phrase I wanted to say, as i prepared to say it at my loudest voice, my heart ached so bad, but I was able to say it,

"It's been fun but I'm sorry I couldn't hang out with you guys anymore!"

Seems like they heard it? They're crying so bad now, haha, wait, I'm really terrible, and so my eyes started to shut slowly.

With a smile, I slowly closed my eyes for eternity

I'm...

I'm really sorry.

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I loved Ameira so bad! HUHUHU! I'm heartbroken. Bye.