Student Services (ON HOLD)

chapter 1- Going in Blind

"Naughty girl!" She waved it in the air as it flimsed back and forth.

"Give it back Angie, damn!" She stood in front of me with one hand on my chest and I reached for the toy. It was absurd because we were the same height but at this instant she seemed so much taller than me.

Enough of the playing, she tossed my toy on the bed and giggled.  

"You know, them things are bad for virgins. they could break the hymen." I looked to Angie and dramatically rolled my eyes.

The fact that Angie was able to find it was baffling me. Who was I kidding. She probably had them all over her room. I wouldn't be surprised if a few cuffs and whips were found.

I grabbed the vibrator and placed it back in my nightstand draw, slammiing it shut stil fummed at the idea of Angie knowing that I even had one.

"Angie, please can you stay out of my room?"

She shrugged her shoulders and plopped her butt in my computer chair. "Chill chica, it's just a dildo. I have some too."

I sat on my bed and raised an eyebrow at her stunned by her response. More so of the fact that she referred to having more than one. "Some?"

A big grim appeared on her face. "I go through a lot of batteries." Ishuddered.

Apalled, I stood up quick. I did not want to sit here and listen to how far she stretched her vagina.

"Okay, Angie I love you but you gotta go, I can't study if all I can think about how and where you use all those vibrator's in your room."

She stood up throwing her hands in the air in surrender.

"Alright, okay fine. I'm going but if you ever need another pair of batteries don't hesitate to ask."

I fought the urge to roll my eyes once again at her and watched as she sashayed out of my room.

I didn't find it odd that I had a vibrator, what girl over 16 doesn't? And just because I was a virgin didn't mean I never fantasized what a man touch would feel like...

The fantasy turned my head to the closed laptop that sat on my desk bringing me back to what that site Angie was on a few days ago had to offer. So many people willing to have sex with another random stranger over the internet. It was ludacris, obsurd, irrational, unheard of..

tThe more cons I could think of, the more I found myself being pulled to the laptop.

Come on Mikayla, check me out.

I was going insane.

With wanton.

"Mikayla, you want to go on a double date with me?" I jump in fear like a child caught sneaking around. just as I was about to open it.

I blinked my eyes a few times, clearing my mind of the temptation and turned to Angie who stood in the doorway. if I could blush at what she had on that would be an understatement.

There, in my doorway stood this domincan beauty. a beautiful satin knee length dress hung from her bdy down to her ankles. The fancy fabric sinched at the waist purpously creating ripples. from her waist I could see her skin and without her turning around I knew almost her entire back was out. she had put on her makeup but her hair was pinned up in curls waiting to be let loose.

"Angie, I don't have a date. plus I have to study." I lied. I actually had nothing to do since the semester was ending in a month. With half of exams out the way, studying was non existing. I took my position on my bed and grabbed a physics book that hadn't been touched since last semester by my bed on the floor. I open the book pretending to read the pages.

"Oh stop lying and besides I already have one for you. A guy from that website I showed you wants to take me out."

"Your going on a date with a guy you barely know?" Not taking My eyes of the book fakely flipping through pages.

she sucked her teeth. "It's more common than you think. Besides I said I wouldn't go unless you did, and he invited his friend to tag along."

Law of gravity. I remember that. it was-

Mikayla! please!" Her plea made me look to her and she had her hands clapsed together desperately.

"what's in it for me?"

"it'll be a rewarding expeience in it's self." Not buying it I turned back to the book.

"Oh, look its talking about the types of Motion. Did you know-,"

"Okay, okay i'll throw in twenty bucks. Please Mikayla." She walked to me and knelt before the bed with her most sincere pleading face. "I really really want some penis, please."

I couldnt help but smile at my roomates bluntness and desperation. "Fine, yes, but, I am not doing anything crazy with his friend."

She stood up jumping up and down some of her curls faling loose. "It's okay nothing will because I told him you were inexperienced."

I stood faster than a man with his ass on fire. "You what?!" 

She held her hands out encouraging me to calm down. "It's okay, this just ensures that no touchy feely wil be going on, you should thank me."

When she saw I was in no mood to thank her, she changed her approach. "Look it at it this way..at least you will know what a date feels like."

"I've been on-,"

"Going to McDonalds for a quarter pounder doesn't count."

I closed my mouth and sat back on my bed. Maybe this was something good to experience even if it  wasn't real for me. "Okay, let me get ready."  I started to head for my closet but then Angie grabbed hold of my arm dragging me out my bedroom.

"Oh no, let me get You ready, I have the perfect dress too."

Oh no. Anything but Angie's closet.

"No Angie I have clothes-,"

"You want to look sexy right/ I have the perfect dress."

"Angie you do know the difference between sexy and slutty right?"

We reached her bedroom door. She looked back at me and grinned devilishly.

"There's a difference?"

Oh hell no.