I had a dream...
A "once upon a memory"...
To grow up and get married...
Have a career and start a family...
Life happened so fast...
By the time I remembered all of that...
I was looking in the past...
The past of my history...
Of where I couldn't believe...
That my dream was not yet a reality...
Playing house with a husband...
Talked about being a lawyer way back when...
Even though it was just pretend...
The fairytale I wanted became a real life plan...
I want to travel in time...
Where you had the innocence of your life...
A time where I can easily come inside...
Your heart...
A time I'd like to take part...
Of...
A time you forgot of...
A timeless place...
You keep so safe...
Where Father Time...
Is not even allowed in such a place...
No one can see your real hurt inside...
But steady as you try...
To hide...
The secret place lost in time..
How about the time before your first kiss..
So I can savor your sweet lips...
And we would always cherish...
A memory so timeless...
Shared between you and I..
And where ever we end up in life...
It would be that special something we keep inside..
From time to time..
A memory we can always think of...
And I would cherish forever, just being a part of..
Pure and genuinely...
Or travel to that first time...
When you discovered your passion in life...
And you had come to realize..
That you wanted to write...
And rap rhymes...
I would be on your side...
All the time..
Help you on your grind...
A friend of mine..
You could call on me, anytime...
I'd pass out flyers to all your shows...
Telling everyone about this dope emcee, I know...
Hyping it all up, off stage...
Underground rage...
When you would have your shows...
You always knew I would go...
I'd show up with some of my friends...
Showing all support and my full dedication..
I also think about the times...
When you suffered inside...
Where you suffered so much...
You were at the crossroads of giving up...
Drowning in sorrows...
Now, this is a time, I asked GOD to borrow...
To be there with you...
So I could take care of you...
Cook and clean up after you...
As you work through...
All the setbacks and every issue...
I would comfort you...
Listen to you...
And in silence...
I would still listen...
To your heart cry...
Of the tragedies of your life...
As you question; Why God, Why....
Even, at a time, where you want to fuss at someone...
I would be that expendable person...
You could take all your frustrations out upon...
At the same time, be a silent motivation..
During the devastation..
Help you cope with meditations...
Prayer would be the most needed medication...
I'd like to travel to all the places...
Where you have faced challenges so great...
and every breaking time...
Of your life...
Where you concealed so much inside...
The battle of your cries...
When that one girl said good bye...
Or another walked out your life...
Making you feel like the bad guy..
I would break inside...
But I would be strong by your side...
At every heartbreaking time...
I would be the shoulder you can rely on..
Even one you could cry on..
As I urge you to continue on..
I'd like to travel to those hours of night...
When you can feel so alive...
Seduced by the fast life...
Women all around you from all walks of life..
It would be in the darker light...
Tempted by women of the night..
The types that smile for a price...
You would most likely pretend...
That you would never or ever did...
such things...
With those type of beings..
~LoL~
I would still be that friend to you...
That would never judge you...
Because real friends...
Have only one benefit...
Loyalty..
Through thick and thin..
Being a saint or in sin..
I would never leave you..
Nor forsake you..
Everyone would say I am dumb..
But even I know, that players need real love..
So if you ever find yourself..
All by yourself...
or start feeling...
Something is missing...
About everything...
Even while you are laying...
Next to someone nameless...
You'll always be blameless...
To me...
In time i hope would see...
That's why I want to travel to you...
So I can hold you...
And tell you...
That I love you...
In JESUS Name, I do...
So you will always know that I AM here for you...
I'd like for you to travel in time...
To a time where I can be your wife...
The time when you opened your eyes...
And realized...
That all this time...
The one for you...
Has been right here...in front of you....
