I gotta a fairytale too...
From a woman's point of view...
This will be a FairyTaLe of Two...
Between me and you...
I AM not going to lie...
I will not be shy...
I AM definitely...
Into you...
I am sure you had a clue...
The subliminal videos that I would send to you...
This story is of a maiden...
Her heart may need some mending...
A maiden In waiting...
While I AM waiting...
I am trying to express things...
Seeing if we can relate things...
First and foremost is GOD fearing...
Proverbs 31 woman...
Is in preparation...
Consecration...
Upon our Lord JESUS for meditation...
A prayer warrior princess...
With some human complexities...
Real life testimonies...
Only to share with...
That one and only...
I have been chasing love...
And it never chased me back...
As a matter of fact...
The Love I was taught to believe...
Pretended to be...
A manipulation to me...
It was Lust you see...
Straight from the enemy...
Full of perversion...
Broken pieces of me..
Tried to slay my heart, completely...
It was temporary...
First man...
Was the worst man...
The bio dad...
Who left a mother to pack...
Little girl on her back..
And one in her womb...
That was the start of me and my real issue...
The second man...
Plenty of that...
Running around the Island...
Uncles tossing beers back...
Slapping me around...
Because my mother wasn't around...
Pissed at me...
For not having a daddy...
Picking on me...
Because I had no one to save me...
For having a heart to be...
Favored by the grand lady of our family...
Favorable...
With my little...
Sister too...
Loved by only a few...
Raised by the elder of our family...
Whom taught me to pray without ceasing...
Intercede on behalf of others healing...
Casting out demons that would keep appearing...
No need to be scared of me...
This is just the teachings...
Of my war life and belief...
Stay armoured up, truth and spiritually...
As I got older...
The unbearable pain still lingered..
My grieving never let go of her...
And when I would remember...
The teachings of my late great teacher...
I am cautious of my prayers...
My Heart is of a David type warrior..
My make up...
I wish was made up...
I was raised up...
Lineage of Polynesia...
First generation...
American...
Fully equipped Christian...
Most of my days...
Were kicking up dust in streets of L.A...
Story of my salvation...
I'm from neither place...
Thought I would be laying in the grave...
By a young age...
Not my fate...
GOD is that way...
The only way...
His way is like no other...
Nowadays I don't even bother...
Our heavenly Father...
Lookin at myself...
Blessed beyond everything else...
Did I ever tell you that I love you...
In JESUS Name I Do...
Because only with Him, I will keep you...
It's the only thing I can do...
Because I don't need to mess this promise up..
I have the history of always messing up...
The mind...
Of the past guys...
But that's another lie...
The enemy will always try...
Try to make me cry...
Try to have me question my...
My life and love...
Unconditional like my Father above...
I gave closure to all the dudes...
Who blamed me for emotional abuse...
But they were the ones who came with damaged blues...
What did I know...I was damaged too...
But I thank GOD for his mighty hand...
On keeping me preserved for the "Ordained Man"...
I forgot my wish...
As I played house with the neighborhood kids...
I was the mama and daddy...
Because the reality...
Of my life was no availability...
The presence of my mommy...
Kids teased me...
My fists teased back...
As I grew up...
As I got roughed up...
I knuckled up...
I was a hard head with a chip on my shoulder...
I only started to realize my nature as I got older...
Wrong way to be taught...
I kept it hood when I fought...
Fought my way on up...
I would like to start this journey, being straight up...
I was a cold piece...
Through the Wilmington streets...
I didn't play well with others...
Ran with some dudes, I considered brothers...
My name still rings in the streets of The Harbor...
I was too young to know and many didn't bother...
Enough was enough...
When I learned how to gun play...
I was a girl with snakes who preyed...
On me...
While people didn't pray for me...
So they never knew how to protect me...
So I learned how to guard...
My heart...
Kept people apart...
But GOD knew how to use...
All my abuse...
And emotional damage too...
Prepared me for the war with the enemy...
As I grew stronger in His own strategy...
Protected my life from the tomb...
Especially my womb...
Never have...
Thought I couldn't have...
But I AM kept for that ordained man...
My better half...
My one in full...
With me is two...
GOD is tremendous in All things...
I realised I didn't know anything...
Until my awakening...
Everything started making sense to me...
While in preservation...
No invitation...
Only a GOD fearing man reservation...
Woman in waiting...
Can only stay in consecration...
Love is also Longsuffering...
Suffering as I long...
Longing as keep on...
Until (#OH2B) Ordained Husband to Become..
One..
The day will come...
And then...
Happily ever after begins...
The stars in sky...
Will start to cry...
The sun and the moon...
A love that was destined for the two...
Every cloud will part...
A love of a warriors pure heart...
For the heavens will roar...
A love formed in the most powerful storm...
For the greatest Love of two Chosen Ones...
The man who holds the key to my heart, is the man who Won...
Won a battle of time...
Won the war of my heart...
And Won the favor...
Of the angels in heaven...
Forever will The one...
Be blessed beyond...
Measures to become one...
With a woman who is described as the wife in Proverbs 31...
