Twisted Soul

Chapter 8

~Harry's POV~

I always could speak with Liam. He was careful and honest and understood every problem. I walked around the corner into a little street where the cafe was. He already sat there and waved when I saw him. "Hey Li!" I said and hugged him. "Hey hazza!" He replied and we sat down. 

I ordered a coffee when I realised that Liam stared at me with a careful look. "Bro what's wrong? I can read you like a book so tell me and don't deny it." I swallowed hard. Normally it was easy for me to talk about my problems with him  but this was more than just a problem. I hesitated for a moment and tried to find the right words. "Well.., I mean.. First of all I have to say it wasn't my fault and that I'm disgusted of myself." Liam gave me a puzzled look "alright pal just tell me, I'm here for you no matter what happened! Did you cheated on Anna?" "Wait what? No Liam. It's about Louis. It was almost three weeks ago and we played soccer. I hurt myself and he helped me. And then he just kissed me!! I mean I know him since we were little. But now? I mean why?" My voice cracked and I faced the floor. "But that wasn't everything?" Liam said. "No.. Well I ran away after the kiss to clear my head. Two weeks later I saw him in the city. I was with Anna. And some part of my head told me that he looked sexy with his messy hair and his blue eyes..."

~Liam's POV~

"And well, Anna told me she loved me, but I just kissed her and left! Then I called Lou just to make things clear and I drove to his place.." Harry cleared his throat and took a sip of his coffee. He looked so confused and I wanted to help him but on the other side I wanted to know the HOLE story. "And then?" I asked. "Then, at his place, we talked. By the way he is a jerk. I mean me too but he punched a wall because he was so angry for kissing me the other day. Like really?? I told him that I'm confused and not sure how I should feel about him and it seems like he understood. But then.." He swallowed hard and looked at me with a disgusted face. "He pushed me against the wall and whispered in my ear and things. And the fucking worst part of it was that I LIKED it. I liked the way his hair tickled my skin and his hot breath in my neck. It was so wrong but felt right!? I hate myself. What is wrong with me? And at the end he slapped my ass when I gave him a hug! It's just so disgusting isn't it?" He looked at me, pain in his eyes. I patted his back. "Bro, it's okay. I can understand your situation. I mean maybe you should try to go with the flow and just try to figure out what you feel for him. And you should decide if you tell Anna but I don't know if she understands. Just don't push Lou away. He's just confused as you are but he tries to figure out what he feels and you should do the same, really!" I smiled friendly and looked at him. "I don't know. I'm not gay. I never was and I love Anna!!" "But you couldn't tell her. So just try out okay? Find out whats between Louis and you okay? And you can call me all day and all night. I will always listen okay?" He sighed "okay mate. Thank you." I winked at him. "No problem haz. Well see you soon, bye." I smiled at him and stood up. "Bye Li." He answered and waved.

~Harry's POV~ 

Liam turned around and walked away. There was so much to think about and my biggest problem was probably, should I tell Anna or not?

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