Twisted Soul

Chapter 9

~Harry's POV~

I decided to went to the park like I always did when I had to think about stuff. I put my headphones on and just pressed shuffle on my I pod. The first chords of give me love filled my head and I smiled. I loved this song and also ed sheeran. I sat down on a bench and just looked around and watched the people.

I have to tell her.

Yes you really should. End this thing between you.

Surely not. I like her very much and I really don't want to loose her. I need her.

You need Louis more.

I just ignored my inner me and stood up a couple of songs later. Suddenly my phone rang: Anna. For gods sake. "Hey babe." "Hi hazzabear!" She replied with her warm and nice voice. She's so different than Louis. Lou has a raspy and smooth voice. Shit. I missed what Anna said. "Could you repeat that maybe, babe?" "Of course. Would you like to go out tonight? Like dancing?" Not what I really wanted, but why not. "Alright babe. But I need to talk to you. Really, it's important." "Uhm okay. I have time just come over." I could hear the worry in her voice. "Okay babe see you!" "Bye, I love you." "Bye" I just said and put my I phone back in my pocket. 

I couldn't tell her that I love her.

Cause you know it's not true!!

Hm. I made my way through the streets until I stood in front of her house and rang the bell. Anna opened the door quickly and I pulled her into a tight hug. I nuzzled into her hair and breathed in deeply. "Hey baby" I mumbled and pulled back a bit, just to kiss her passionately. He giggled a bit and pulled back softly. "You can say hello to me like that every time now. " I smiled and intwined our fingers. "Come in, haz." She smiled with a twinkle in her eyes and I followed her inside and sat down on the couch in the living room. "You wanna drink some tea ?" She asked from the kitchen. "No thanks babe!" I yelled back and turned around to watch some tv. I closed my eyes and my thoughts swept away until I was thinking of Louis again and how he loved earl grey. His favourite tea was Yorkshire tea. I always bought him some for his birthday.  

Suddenly I felt hands crawling down my chest and lips pressed on my cheek.

Oh how you wish this would be Louis.

I opened my eyes quickly and sighed inside of my head because my inner me was right.  

Anna jumped on the sofa and laid down between my legs, her head on my chest. I played with her hair a bit and relaxed. "Babe you wanted to tell me something really important?!" She suddenly asked. I really wasn't in the mood of talking and sighed. I had to tell her. I sat up straight and so did she, looking straight in my eyes."you really can tell me." "It's not that I don't trust you. It's just hard to tell..." "Just spit it out." She joked but with a puzzled look.

"Louis kissed me two weeks ago and now my feelings are disturbed because I know I like you a lot but there is something I feel for Lou. I went at his place to talk to him but things got heated in another direction. I'm so sorry baby. I'm just so confused and I feel so guilty." I ended my sentence. Anna just looked Down and said nothing. "Baby just say something. Please." I begged and suddenly she looked up. Her eyes cold and sad. "So you don't love me am I right?" A little tear made its way down her cheek. I felt so sorry. "I don't know! It's not that easy!" "Sure it's easy!" She spat "you know when you love somebody! I just can't believe that you're like that Harry." "Like what?!" "Like almost cheating on your girlfriend plus WITH A BOY." I got angry and stood up, so did she. "ALMOST CHEATING ON YOU. I DIDN'T EVEN KISSED HIM BACK!! I'M JUST TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT IS WRONG! Just a friendly reminder that YOU were the one who cheated on me. Like REALLY." I snapped back and took a few steps back. Her look went angrier and colder the more I spoke out what needed to come out of me. "Fuck you Harry! I said sorry you know !! And I tried to make things better! I was drunk that night and you said you forgave me!!" "Maybe it needs more than a sorry. It's not a reason to cheat on somebody even if you are drunk! Tell me . you just wanted to have sex with someone else." Suddenly Anna slapped me. Not hard but enough to got me more upset. "You know what Harry. I really wanted someone new because I just wanted to try out!! Maybe! I don't know cause I was drunk but you ignore the fact. You know what. Just go. We are done." "Fine!" I yelled. I rushed out of her house and jumped into my other car which was parked at her house so she could use it sometimes. I jumped into the sporty car and hit the gas pedal very hard. The car was very fast and I knew theres only one place I could go and only one person I needed the most now. Louis