Twisted Soul

chapter 11

~Harry's POV~

I almost turned and ran away but I couldn't do this to Louis. He was so understanding and caring and part of me wanted to stay. I was shocked because I kissed him and it felt so good and I just wanted to tell him I never wanted to see him again and just leave. But well I couldn't.

~Louis POV~

Fuck. He kissed you! I mean he really kissed me. I had to hold back because I almost pushed him on the sofa to make out with him. And afterwards a almost grabbed his hand but remembered that he would be confused now as that he needed his space for at least a couple of minutes. I made tea for us and walked back into the living room where hazza kneeled down in front of my DVD-Player searching for a film. I chuckled because I knew what film he was searching for. I put the cups on the coffee table and laid down on the sofa and tried to get into a comfy position. "Hey curly, what are you searching for?" I asked louder than normally because I knew otherwise he wouldn't realise that I said something. He turned his head in my direction. "You know what I'm searching for.. Where is it?" He raised his eyebrows and I chuckled again. "Still inside hazza." "Alright Lou. Give me some space you fat ass." He said with a big grin and walked over to the couch. I just winked cheekily. "ohh dear, face it. You love my ass you filthy person." Harry laughed and I was glad he forgot a bit about his rough days. Yesterday the talk with Liam and today the fight with Anna. Suddenly he slapped my ass. "Move over!" "Naaaw. Don't think so." I acted lazy but then I sat up and made space for him. My couch was very big so two people could lay beside eachother. I swung my arm around Harry's shoulder and pulled him against my chest so that he laid between my legs and his curly head rested on my chest. Well like we always did. He took my hand and played with my fingers and I pressed the play button. As soon as the film began I started to play with Harry's messy curls. It was normal for us and we did that since years. Just cuddling and watching movies.

~ 1 hour later (movie is still playing)~

Harry pulled up a bit, so that his head was between my head and my jaw line. His curls tickled in my nose but I loved his scent so It didn't matter. Suddenly he turned around completely, laying on his stomach his toned body pressed on mine, and looked at me softly. He nuzzled into my neck and began to suck on my skin gently. My hands wandered to his back and one crawled slowly under his shirt. "Harry.." I tried to stop him because I knew he would regret it. "No Lou." I heard his soft voice next to my ear and felt his hot breath on my skin. I sighed. "Hazza. C'mon I wanna watch the movie.."

~Harry's POV~ Louis just turned me on. He attracted me in so many ways and I just wasn't able to resist. One part of my head just swore and called me a fag and I was really disgusted but I didn't mind. I was too exited and turned on to thought about the consequences. So I whispered in his ear with my really husky voice. "And I want you, Louis Tomlinson." I began to suck on his skin again but he just pushed me away gently. "Hazza c'mon we have enough time so don't rush the things okay? I've never done this before with a guy so you know I'm confused too." He smiled and I just wanted to leave but he pulled me down and closed the gap between our lips.

~~later~~

~Louis POV~

Harry fell asleep in my arms soon. After our kiss he cuddled into my arms and well, fell asleep. I loved our position and It was very comfy so I fell asleep soon.

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tbh I LOVED writing this chapter. they are just so cute and perfect for each other I can't even. yeah I'm fangirling over my own story #don't judge