Fifty Shades of Max

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#FiftyShadesOfMax #Part17

he pulls back and stares down at me with a lost look in his eyes .. letting me go i fall to the floor with a thump. " Hey" I Say as i sit up and stare at him. His face in hidden in his hand and he is staring at the floor. "Max" I whisper and reach over placing my hands on his.. He lifts his blood shot eyes and stares at him .. " I Cant love you " He whispers as he reaches out and rubs my cheek " Why" I whisper as you move closer to him " You will leave me " He stutters and  i sigh putting my arms around his neck i pull his head to my chest and kiss his forehead" No I wont" I whisper as  i kiss his forehead softly " Yes you will " He moans as i feel a hot tear spash onto my ankle. I Take both him cheeks into my hands and pull his face up to mine " Max. The moment i met you i felt this static cling charge something, Thats been drawing me closer and closer to you, I Can tell you feel the same. But there is  something stopping you " I whisper and kiss his nose as he sighs softly and puts his arms around me pulling me into his lap he kisses me back softly " I'm sorry I Got mad about the blanket.. Ive just Well I just didn't know how to take it .. I'm used to the guys covering me up with stuff but i've never had a women neglect her well being to make sure i am ok.. Well other then my mum " He sighs and runs his fingers into my hair. " You Were Cold SO i made sure you were warm.  You would not have been out there being cold if you had stayed in bed with me " I whispers as i lay my forehead on his, He sighs again and kisses my softly" I'm sorry I left, I've just never slept in the same bed with a women in almost two years .other then when we passed out the night before . Sure i've shagged some but never slept with them all night " He sighs and looks down at his lap " Look at me babe " I whisper and he looks up at me his grey eyes clouded with something " Please Please Do not be scared that i will leave. You would have to do something Really Stupid like cheat on me with more then one girl for me to leave "  I Laugh and he sighs pulling me closer. hours past and we stay there curled up on the floor together.. a few things are resolved but there is still so much i want to know. i sigh and look down at him and he is asleep with me in his arms leaned on the end of the bed. i stare at his sweet sleeping face and kiss his lips softly .. he moan and his eyes flutter open and i ghostly smile spreads across his eyes " Well hello beautiful " He sighs and kisses me softly " if we are going to sleep can we do it in a bed" i whisper and he laughs softly as he pulls me closer to his chest he  stands up and walks me to the bed laying me down he pulls be closer to him and sighs .

I lay next to him and watch him drift off to sleep. Ive slept so much the last few days and just cant force myself to sleep. I Slip out of his arms and replace the spot with a pillow. slipping  out of the room i start to clean up the mess max had made, The house is quiet, so i go into the kitchen and starts to clean. i find my iPod on the counter and smile wide, I slip my buds into my ears and loses myself in the music as the time goes by the house is back to the state i left it in . well almost .. I stand in the hall looking at the holes when i catch sight of the front door open from the corner of my eye , Jay tom and kev come in followed by siva. They all slowly way at me and i smile pulling the buds from my ear i'm joined in the hall by tom and kev " I Say we knock it down and just make the hall bigger," Tom says with a grin. i see jays face peek around from the living room " umm not that's my room on the other side and i like my room, So does carrol " He says with a wink and i roll my eyes .. " Yea i heard about that .. max stormed in there and grabbed jay out of bed then tore up his room and the house looking for you . Why did you leave ?" Tom asks as he leans his head on my shoulder with a smile " I had my reasons " I Say as i poke the dry wall and sigh " I need a sheet of dry wall  dry wall mud , and a spatula" I nod and laugh . 

Kev and tom Set off to get all the stuff i asked for leaving me with jay , " Wheres Nathan " I Ask as i check the time . its close to 8 pm " Out to eat with your friend " He says with a laugh " Got any friend you can introduce me too " He smirks and i roll my eyes " Yea Got a few, Kasy is back in the usa though " he smirks and leans over the counter " We are heading to La next month to shoot a new video " he says and i sigh .Before we can talk anymore the door bursts open and Nathan comes walking in singing  loudly " I FOUND YOU " He Sings as he takes my hand and spins me digging me back i laugh and cock a brow at him " Why you so happy " I Ask and he kisses my forehead and then lets me go , Jay reaches out and catches me before i hit the ground and we both raises a brow at him " She is amazing " He Sings as he dances around the living room..