Fifty Shades of Max

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#FiftyShadesOfMax #Part11

My heart breaks at the words * friends* i want to be so much more then friends with this man. everything about him entices me. From the way he cant resist me at times .. to the way he wanted to protect me from the pop. the way he  acts with the rest of the guys.. I Sigh and blink my eyes to hold back the hot tears that are stinging my eyes." I  I I " I stutter and bite my lip as the tears roll down my cheeks . I Watch him sink down in front of me and pull my face into his hands " Anything you want ill give you, anything you need ill get for you .. " He whispers kissing my forehead then slowly kissing the tears away . " I Want you " I Whisper as i bite down on my lip. his face is shocked and he shoots up and walks way from me " Then you must be my sub " He says with a strong demand in his face " I I " I blink the tears away and run from the room. Still in my Pj's i turn into the first room i find and slam the door sinking down it to my knees i cry on my knees , I feel a pair of arms around me hugging me softly and i look up finding myself eye to eye with nathan " Shh" He whispers and sighs rubbing my back softly as i cry.. " I dont know what happen but i hate when people cry " He whispers making me laugh softly, " I I I want him nathan i want max but " I blink and cry a bit " I know about his life style love .. dont fear it .. " He whispers as he pulls my to my feet and walks me to his bed. Sitting me down he lets me cry on his shoulder. my world has been turned .. i can't be a sub. i can't be somebodys slave pet i cant live a life like that .. " Shh" Nathan whispers and rubs my back. my head starts to hurt from all the crying and i reach up rubbing it softly " Lay down dear ill get you some water " He whispers. I Lay down on his huge fluffy bed with white sheets and a deep blue blanket. i grab one of the pillows and pull it to my chest hidding my face in it . it smells like nathan and i push it away . the only person i want to smell is max. I hear nathan leave and hear him talking to somebody .. max that voice id know it any where .a few moments later he comes back with water and some asprin. " Thank you " I Whisper and take them and take a long hard sip of the water " Lay rest ill be back " He says softly as he brushes my hair from my forehead softly .. " Ok " I whisper my eyes hurt from the tears and my head is s till pounding ...  i drift into a deep sleep and dream of max standing over me with a whip  in his hand. my hands are tied about my head and i pull on them .. " shh love Dont fear me " he whispers as  he flips me over quickly  he moans and spanks my bare ass hard " Beautiful bum " He whispers before i hear the crack of the whip and feel the hard bite of it across my bare ass.. " AHH " I  Scream out before it slaps across my ass again .. four more time he does it before i feel him rub his soft hands across it " Good girl " He whispers before crawling ontop of me. un doing the cuffs that were holding my wraist , he starts to turn me and then i hear" Sweet heart please wake up" Nathans voice  invades my dream and i slowly blink open and smiles " Hello nathan " I Say as he smile and laughs " You Screaming in your sleep are you ok " He whispers i see max standing over his shoulder and i sigh " I will be " I Say as i push my self up on my elbows " Max Can i talk to you " I whisper softly .. He nods and reaches his hand out. I Reach  up and take it letting him lead me from the room i sigh .. for this man i think i can try ..Bits of it .. i'm not sure  about all of it.. 

Once in his room he shuts the door and turns to me " Yes  love " He whispers as he steps away from be a bit " for you ... I'll i'll I'll try " I Blurt out quickly and he stares at me with a blank look on his face.. " Try? for me You will try " He says .. I Nod and he Closes is the distance between us. Taking me into his arms he dips me back and kisses me hard. ...