Shattered glass. (An adoption story)

Chapter 4

-Nialls pov-

This morning was the day we had to leave for the tour, its going to be a long time, and I hope it isn't too much for Janie to handle. We made sure we got the luxury of everything to make her as comfortable as possible.

She's gotten used to us over the past few months, she isn't shy anymore. She doesn't tell us completely everything though, she always goes to zayn. She never let's any of us other boys comfort her. It hurts my feelings that she can't trust us as much as zayn. We never did anything wrong to hurt her. We want to make her feel special.

I remember one night I was up really late because I had a hard time sleeping and I heard Janie crying in her sleep. Just as I was about to go get her she ran past my room which is right next to hers and goes all the way across the hallway to zayns room. That hurt my feelings a little bit, but I didn't let it bother me, we're all her dads. And I know she loves us.

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-Liam's pov-

It was 7am and it was almost time for us all to leave. Janie would not get up. No matter how many times Niall and I tried. Harry and Louis were off somewhere getting packed and ready and zayn was getting all of Janie's things packed so she could sleep longer.

Niall shook Janie slightly

Niall: "babe it's time to get up we have to leave now"

Janie shoves her head back in her pillow and mumbles

Janie: "where's zayn?"

Niall: "he's getting all of your stuff packed so you don't have to worry. But it's time to get up now, we have to leave. Come here"

He holds out his arms and she turns away

Janie: "no! I want zayn

Niall: "he's getting your stuff babe.. Come on"

He gently touches her arm and she swats him away

Janie: "no! I said I wanted zayn! Not you"

He stands up and I can tell his feelings are hurt.. poor Niall ..

He walks out of the room without looking at me.

I pull her covers off ignoring her "no's" and I lift her up and I sit her on my lap looking her in the eye

"What you did really hurt nialls feelings Janie.. We all do everything for you and we all love you very much .. "

She looks down not knowing what to say

"You saying and doing stuff like that makes us think that you hate us.. And it really hurts all of our feelings"

Her eyes well up with tears.

Janie: " I'm sorry for saying those things.. I really am.. I didn't mean to hurt any of your feelings I swear! .. I'm just used to zayn."

A few tears roll down her cheeks and I wipe them away with my finger

"Shh it's okay"

Janie: "no, I love all of you guys I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I really do love all of you guys .. I'm sorry for making it seem like I hate you. It's just hard for me to tell people how I feel. Zayn was the first person I've ever told about my parents and I just got comfortable with talking to him about how I'm feeling"

She sniffs and wipes her face

"Baby you can tell us anything, we love you so much. You're so special to me and the boys .."