Jealous

Part 9

*Nick's POV*

I board the plane and wait for it to take off. My security guard sits next to me. A voice comes on the intercom and says we will be taking off in about 10 minutes. I go on my phone. I check twitter and retweet a few tweets from fans. I tweet "I'll miss you Atl, you were memorable;)", thinking about Grace. I can still feel her hands around my waist and her blonde hair in my hands. I look through my contacts and see Grace♥️😘💋.  I take a selfie and post it to instagram with ♥️😘💋 as the caption. Hopefully Grace will see it and know I'm thinking about her.

A flight attendants voice crackles onto the intercom, "Alright everyone. We will be taking off so if everyone will please make sure all bags are in the overhead bins, tray tables are up, and phones are in airplane mode."

I put my phone on airplane mode and lean my head against the window closing my eyes. 

I wake up and check my phone for the time. It's 4:17. I still have about an hour on the plane. I go to my camera roll and am surprised to see a picture of Grace and I. It's from last night. It had to have been after we had sex. I got us a few drinks. In the picture her eyes are peeking out from under the covers and I am laughing, probably at something she said. I smile. I set the picture as my home screen. My lock screen would be too risky because someone might see it. I want to text her so badly, but I can't until we land. I wonder what she's doing? Does she miss me? Will she wait for me? I remember the last thing I said to her. I told her i loved her. Does she love me back? Do i love her? I feel like I do, but I've only known her for not even a day. 

We finally land and I'm the first one off the plane. I'm whisked away to a black car. I push through crowds of screaming fans taking selfies with a few and signing some girls arm. I sit down in the car and  security closes my door. I immediately take out my phone and text Grace: "Hey just landed, how're you doing. I'm missing you." Now i just have to wait for her to respond. 

I drum my fingers on my seat and pick up my phone checking it for the 8th time. Why hasn't she texted back? I need to know she's ok. What if she's ignoring me. I don't know why she would be. She's probably just in the shower or something. Damn what I would give to take a shower with her. I know one of the first things we'll be doing when I see her again. I can just imagine the warm water coming down on us as our lips attach and my hands... ok Nick chill. You're going to turn yourself on. I check my phone again. Ok Nick distract yourself. I look out the window. We fly by other cars until we come to a stop at a red light. It's still farely light oitside. It's around 5:30. I see a family walk out of a restaurant. There is a mom, dad, little boy, and teenage daughter. The older girl has her head on her mom's shoulder and the dad is giving the younger boy a piggy back ride. His little shoes are lighting up as he laughs. I imagine that being me and Grace in a few years. I bet we'd make pretty good parents. I smile just thinking about it. Then I remember who I am. If we went out like that there would definitely be cameras everywhere. Our kids couldn't have a normal childhood. This makes me realize that Grace and I will never have a normal relationship either. My phone lights up and I grab it instantly.

It's Joe. 

I let out a sigh. 

"Hey bro, you wanna meet up tonight. I'm in Texas for a few days and haven't seen you in forever."

I think about it. Why not?

"Sure man, I've got an interview in about 15 minutes, but after that I'm free."

"Ok great, you wanna go to the club?"

I think about Grace. If I get wasted I will definitely be in a bed with some other girl tonight, but Joe and I always go to the club. It's like our thing. I'm sure she would understand. Plus I'm not going home with anyone tonight.... hopefully.