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MCR reference!!! :D... (｀(エ)´)ﾉ WHYYYY DID U SPLIT!?!?!?
I stared at the boiling pot lost in thought. What would happen if mom died? I don't have a father, so who? Would I have to fend for myself? I'm weak physically, so there's no chance of survival. Does survival really depend on strength, or does it depend on your mental well being? So many questions, not enough answers. I mixed the vegetables, chicken, and broth around in the pot.
My mother stumbled through the door. I broke away from my thoughts and walked to the dining room to help her. " M-my abdominal muscles... " she struggled to moan out. I helped her to the broken and unstable couch. It creaked and squeaked. The cushions are tattered and stained, blankets have holes in them, and the seat is ripped with stuffing pouring out of it and believe it of not, the couch was one couch, but now it's more like two. " My legs.. " my mother groaned. " I know, mom. They really do you hard. I'll finish up dinner, it'll help. " I got bags of ice and layed them on my mother's exposed stomach and legs. She'll do anything for money. I went back to making dinner.
My mother is despite for money. She sells her own body for it. She does it for me. So I can live. She doesn't care about what happens to her, as long as she gets the money. If only she wasn't a courtesan. Then she would've never gotten pregnant, so she would've never had me. I began to put the soup in bowls and I put mine on the table. I brought mom's to her. " Here you go, mom. ". She didn't budge. " Mom? " I said a bit louder. I realized her eyes are wide open. And unblinking. The realization hit me hard. She's dead. She's not breathing, nor does she have a pulse. No! How will I live?
I cried. I cried knowing she's gone. I'll never be able to hear her soothing voice again. I'll never be able to lay with her on the couch or anything. She's gone. I held her cold hand. The tears began to slow down. I began to feel sleepy. I layed against the wall with my knees to my chest and my head laying on them. I continued to stay by the couch and hold her hand. Sleep overtook me. Everything became even darker than before.
I woke up the next morning. I was hungry but I didn't want to eat. I don't want to leave her. Never. She's always been gone. Either selling her body or worrying about everything. I rarely even got to see her. I remembered the time when I was singing, and mom thought I was a beautiful singer. I was only 6 and I was helping her pick tea leafs. It was her favorite hobby. I began to sing. I don't know why, but I want to sing. It felt like a habit, so I sang in my soft high pitched voice.
Mama, we all got to hell,
Mama we all go to hell,
I'm writing you this letter,
And wishing you well,
Mama we all go to hell.
Mama we're all gonna die,
Mama we're all gonna die,
Stop asking me questions,
I'd hate to see you cry,
Mama we're all gonna die.
And when we go don't blame us,
We'll let the fire just bathe us,
You made us all so famous,
We'll never let you go,
And when you go don't return,
My love.
Mama we're full of lies,
Mama we're ment for the flies,
And right now,
they're building a coffin your size,
Mama we're all full of lies.
We're all damned after all,
Through fortune and fame we fall,
And if you can stay,
You can show me the way,
And crawl to the ashes they crawl..
Suddenly, the front door opened. I recognized him. He's my uncle. His face turned pale at the sight of us. He ran to me.
A/N
I used MCRs song :3
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