James pov
Oh who am I kidding, I can't get this girl outta my mind no matter how hard I try. I've only known her for a short time but.. I think I uhh, I might l- love her.. I need to tell her, not now but soon. I need her to see that I truly care about her and want to protect her from any and all harm.
Alex pov
Iris finally let me leave, I decided to stay at the hotel though, just to see James. He intrigues me, unlike most people he hasn't said a thing about all the self mutilation that was on my body..
I honestly regret doing those things to myself. It all started when my baby brother went missing..
(Flashback)
4 years ago (Alex is 15)
Today is my baby brothers 5th birthday, unlike most siblings I absolutely adore Konner and would never hurt a hair on his head.
We decided to take him to the carnival for his birthday. Since he was rather talk, my parents thought he could ride the rides.
We were about to go to the carousel but I had to use the bathroom. My mom told my dad to go ahead and take Konner that we would meet them there.
After I was done me and my mom went to meet Konner and my dad. Once we were there we heard my dad screaming for Konner, he was yelling as loud as could with tears staining his pale cheeks. I starting crying too as I was very confused as to what was going on.
3 hours later----
We left the carnival without Konner and I honestly wanted to kill myself. My baby was gone, because of me, if I had just waited a little longer to use the bathroom then he would be by my side..
•today•
It's been 4 years since he disappeared and I'm still heartbroken. Today would be his 9th birthday, November 27 and I miss him so much. I always lay around and mourn on this day. Well it's time to start...
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Ew I hate this story
