Amnesia's note:
My name is Amnesia Summer Grace... I'm 17 years old... When I was younger I always imagined what it was like to be a teenager and to grow up. I never imagined it to be hard or going through rough spots every now and then. I never realize that you could be invisible to a lot of people.
Then me teenage years finally came... I was alone and had no one to rely on and no one to take care of me in the worst of times. I try my past to forget but it always comes back to me no matter what I do or try to do. I've been bullied by the same people for the past 7 years of my life. I never wanted to go through this but it happened and nothing can change that. No ones ever noticed me. I was called useless, ugly, fat, loser, and many more. I tried to get over the fact that these things weren't true but every time it got worse and worse. I started to cut and do damage to myself... I liked they way the sharp blade against my wrist to feel pain in my body... I thought to myself everyday why do I keep fighting to stay alive. I finally decided to move on commit suicide and so if you're reading this you'll know what has happened to me and that there is nothing you can do to stop this from happening. I've been drowning in sharp words and been going through this for way to long.
Who ever is reading this remember that you are loved by many... Many people have a purpose for being here and just because I'm committing suicide doesn't mean you have to... I've always been sad and depressed to do anything with my life anyway. I've never been in love or had a purpose for staying here anyway...
To my oldest friend I haven't seen in forever thank you for being there for me but ever since you left I've been all alone and I'm really sad that you left me without saying goodbye in the first place. Now its my turn to say goodbye to you and I'm sorry I'm leaving like this but without anyone by my side I've been all alone.
To mom and dad when did our lives end. Where did you lose your happiness and now leaving me inside of this broken home. I'm sorry that I'm leaving but I'm always stuck in the middle of all your fights and I've had enough of it. I love you guys and I'll always be in your hearts but please think things through. I've never had such a great life you guys are barely home and you never check on me. I always seemed invisible to everyone including you guys and I no longer feel wanted.
Thank you for everything that made me happy and safe in this world but it is no longer a place I want to live in anymore. I want everyone to know that just because it feels like you've won the war karma will hunt everyone of you down and you might be able to feel the pain of getting hurt and left behind in the shadows. The darkness inside of everything and everyone comes out once in a while and has its ways of coming back and haunting you. I will never forget the things this society did to me and it was never a place for me to be. I was just a shy girl who did nothing and in return I got bullied for 10 years of my life. It was hell for me and I never want to go back to a place like that ever again.
I hope that everyone of you who helped me but really didn't care are better then okay because at least you tried. It doesn't matter if you cared or not thank you for just trying in the first place. I will be forever and always grateful to you for doing that for me. Well this is goodbye for now. I will see you guys later.
At times you will have your up and downs but you have to always get back up and try again no matter what. I have nothing left to live for but you guys do. I promise everything will be better at times and it may get worse or better but never give up on your dreams. Life will be difficult but things always gets better no matter what happens. I will always dream of a time where I'm better and in a happy place. I will miss you guys.
Love,
Amnesia Summer Grace
YOU ARE READING
Invisible
De TodoAmnesia Summer Grace was writing her own suicide note at the same time as Calum Thomas Hood was writing his... She had someone in her life once but he was gone... Will they be each others saviors or will they both go done without a fight??
