Chapter 9

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Kellin's P.O.V.

I wake up and look out my window into my boyfriend's room with a huge smile on my face. I repeat the word boyfriend over and over in my head. It's just so surreal. The guy that I've had a crush on for years is finally my boyfriend, and he said he loves me.

There's a knock on my door confused I get up and answer it. It's my mom she has tear streaks on her face, and red eyes. I pull her into a hug she hasn't been the best mom, but I do love her.

She sobs on my shoulder. 

"What is it momma what happened?" I whisper holding her like I would hold Vic if he was ever upset, because I know she needs it. She sobs again. She tries to collapse so I  take her over to my bed.  I sit her down on my bed, and brush the tears off her face. 

"Momma what's wrong. Talk to me." I whisper scared. 

"Your dad he." She manages to sob out.

"What about dad?" I ask. "He..... He.... He hit me Kellin." She sobs out. I stand up ready to go out the door.

"That son of a bitch." I growl. My mom grabs my arm holding me back from leaving the room.

"Let me go. I will kill him." I snap. 

"No Kellin its okay. I'm leaving this isn't the first time this has happened. It is the last though." She whispers.

"It isn't okay. He shouldn't hit you. You shouldn't hit him either. You didn't hit him did you?" I say knowing that a man shouldn't hit a woman, but a woman shouldn't hit a man either.

I look out my window at the bridge, and see that Vic is looking over. 

"Is everything okay?" He mouths.

"I'll fill you in later." I mouth back. He nods, and heads out of his room to go to school.

"No of course not. I would never." She says.

I sigh. 

"Where are we going? Are we going to stay with grandma?" I ask.

My mom shakes her head. "No, Kellin you don't understand. I'm leaving you aren't." She says. 

My eyes widen. "You can't just leave me here with him." I say.

"I don't want to, but I don't have a choice." She says.

"Yes, you do, and your choosing to leave me." I whisper.

"It isn't like that." She says.

"Yes, it is mother now leave. You want to go so bad just leave." I whisper. She stands up off my bed, and leaves my room. I climb out my window, and walk across the bridge I built over to Vic's room. I lay on his bed,  and curl up at the corner of it. 

I smell his pillow. It smells just like him. Vic's bedroom door opens, and I cower scared that it is his family, but it isn't.

It's Jaime. "I was hoping you would be here." He says.

I sigh. "What do you want I'm not in the mood." I say.

"Don't be rude Kelly bear." He says trying to sound nice, but I know that's not what he's here for.

"I have a proposition for you." He says.

"Okay what is it Jaime." I say.

"You break up with Vic or the whole school finds out you're gay." He says.

I shake my head. "They won't believe you. You have no proof." I mutter.

"Oh yeah about that. I do." He says then he turns his phone around showing my a video of me asking Vic to be my boyfriend, and then him kissing me.

"I'll send the video to everybody at school if you don't break up with him." Jaime says.

"Why do you want me to break up with him?" I ask tears coming to my eyes. I just lost my mom, and now I'm losing Vic.

"You see I still love Vic, and when you break up with him he'll be heart broken, and vulnerable. So, he'll crawl back to me, and I'll make him fall for me." Jaime says a sick smile on his face.

 "No, I won't do it send out the video I don't care." I snap. I can't loose Vic.

"Okay." Jaime says showing me his finger hovering over the send button.

"Wait don't." I say giving in.

"Good choice." Jaime says.

"Do it before tomorrow or the video goes out." He says, and then walks out of the room.

I just stare at the ceiling from Vic's bed then tears start falling from my eyes. God what have I gotten myself into.

I just lay on his bed for a couple of hours dreading when he gets home.

Vic opens the door to his room, and walks in.

I shoot up in his bed.

"So what happened this morning?" Vic asks wrapping his arms around me, and kissing my cheek.

"It's none of your business." I say.

Vic looks at me confused. I pull myself out of his arms, and stand up.

"The jokes over now. I never liked you. I just did this to make you feel better about yourself, because I felt bad about beating you up. You mean nothing to me, and you never have." I say.

Tears prick at Vic's eyes. "Your lying you said you love me." He says.

I laugh.  "I fucking lied. It was all a lie. Forget any of this ever happened, because if you talk to me at school I will ruin your life. Your a nobody. I'm not. It was never meant to be." I say fighting back tears.

"I don't believe you." Vic cries out.

I shake my head. "Well it's the truth. Now move on. This was to show you that I'm no good for you, and I will never. Ever love you." I say. Then I push past him, and crawl out the window. I walk back across the bridge to my room.

I continue fighting off tears until I slam my window, and for the first time in years my curtains cover it.

I immediately fall to my knees, and tears pour out of my eyes. Goddamn it. Goddamn it. I sob, and lay on my floor for the rest of the night not bothering to eat when my dad yells that dinner is done. 


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