Chapter 30

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A/N: have to add this picture ☝🏻

Vic's P.O.V

I was sprawled on the couch at 3 A.M. feeding Copeland. This whole parent thing is so exhausting and I wish Kellin was here with me. I was balling my eyes out but luckily it didn't effect Copeland. Yesterday a guy was supposed to come paint Copeland's real room in the apartment cause me and Kellin aren't very good with that type of stuff. I couldn't help but wonder if he cancelled or even moved out.

I just wanted to be on this couch with Kellin feeding our baby but no I was alone with no help. No idea how to raise a child. That kiss was the worst mistake of my life.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket still struggling to feed the baby.

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Kellin's p.o.v

I woke up to my phone vibrating across the kitchen floor. I was surrounded with a bottle of alcohol and tissues. This has been my life for the past week without Vic. I don't know why I haven't gone crawling back to him yet. Well I do for obvious reasons but I mean like I want to raise my daughter with the man I love and I haven't even seen her since she was born. I haven't even got to hold her yet.

I made a new friend,Tony, but that doesn't help my problems with Vic. He just helps me if I decide to do something stupid which I've already done several times.

I was to tired to look at the phone before answering it so I just answered having no clue who it was.

"Hello," said the all to familiar voice. It sounded like he was tired and had been crying. I cringed at the thought of him being sad. I hated that he was sad. But I also hated that he kissed another guy.

"Hey," I managed to reply.

After a few moments of silence he finally spoke, "We should talk, in person."

"Right now?" I asked looking at the time. It was 3:30 A.M. I sighed.

"Yes right now I'll drive our house if I can even call it ours anymore," he said bursting into tears again. "Yeah just come over. We can find a way to get over this," I said in a tired, raspy voice.

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About 20 minutes later Vic pulled up to the apartment. I watched him get out of the car along with Copeland. I waited until he came to knock. But to my surprise that didn't happen. I was sitting on the couch as I watched him open the front door and set the sleeping Copeland down. I thought that was all that was going to happen but he pretty much jumped on me and attacked my lips.

I kissed him back still dazed from the shots of alcohol I took that night. I wasn't drunk though I knew what I was doing this meant I was definitely getting back together with him. It didn't mean I wasn't still mad at him though. I hated him for what he did but I love him at the same time. If that makes any sense.

After our make out session Copeland started fussing and crying. Vic pulled away and almost got up to get her but I pushed him back down "May I get her?" I grinned.

"Of course" was all he said.

I walked over to the car seat and shakily unbuttoned the buckles on the car seat and then the zipper on her coat. She was wearing a pretty pink and purple tutu that Lynn got for her. I remember her giving it to us.

I pulled her into my arms as I stood up and looked at her dark brown, almost black eyes. She was the most beautiful baby I have ever seen. I wasn't just saying that because she was mine but because she so was. I cradled her head into my shoulder as I rocked her to stop crying.

She eventually stopped but was still being fussy.

"Can I unpack my stuff or are we done. Her bottle is in my suitcase. Or I can just go-" he muttered.

"Vic you can stay," I cut him off. He smiled and practically ran out the front door and within a matter of seconds he was back with his suitcase and a smaller yellow and pink one.

I watched him as I rocked the baby back and forth. He grabbed a small gray machine and plugged it in in the kitchen. Then he filled a bottle up with water and put it into the machine. After staring at it a few minutes the orange light turned green he pulled it out and dumped 2 spoonfuls of white powder into the bottle.

Vic walked over to me and gave me the bottle with a small grin on his face as he watched me and the baby.

I put the bottle against her lips and she started sucking on it.

"Kellin come over here," he patted in the couch as he grabbed my attention from Copeland. I walked over to him being extra careful not to trip on my empty alcohol cups or empty tissue boxes.

I plopped myself next to Vic and rested my head against his shoulders. I held Copeland and he practically held me and we all just lay there for quite a long time. Me and Copeland actually fell asleep.

I felt him grab Copeland from me and set her in her bassinet/Crib type thing. I thought nothing of it and just fell back asleep.

I was half asleep and half awake. Every 5 minutes I would wake up and see him unpacking but that only happened twice before I passed out for good.

I felt my head fall but then I noticed Vic was lifting me up and carrying me to our room I smiled to myself. He pecked my forehead as he set me on the bed and covered me up with the warm comforter. He also got Into bed and cuddled me close to him. I smiled and fell asleep just like that.

I finally have a perfect family: A perfect soon to be husband (I hope) and a absolutely perfect daughter.

And I love both of them with all my heart.

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