i'm sorry | jungkook

0.2

I heard whispers and gossips as I stumbled through the hallway.

Did you hear?
Jungkook got a new girl friend
Is he serious?
Again?
How many girls has he dated?
What's the reason this time?
The girl is probably going to get dumped soon anyways
This is so frustrating, I want to be Jungkook oppa's girlfriend

I ignored all comments and headed towards my locker. When I made it, not far away was Jungkook and supposingly his new girl friend making out. I secretly gagged in mind and looked away before I get diagnosed with eye problems. I wonder if they ever know how to do it in privacy.

Yes I judge people but don't tell me everyone else doesn't judge me. I'm not a typical nerd with glasses and fully covered up body. But I'm a forced nerd, with no glasses, just above knee height skirt and long, straight hair.

Even though I have the body and face like any average girl, everyone still judges me because I have no friends, gets bullied or they have seen me push away someone who tried to befriend me. But I don't mind, I find it better being alone. At least that way, I know I won't be back stabbed by someone I trusted.

I took out my ear phones from my locker and checked the time. I still had plenty of time until school starts so I decided to head up to the rooftop.

The rooftop is a place that is special to me. I know many people find it weird that I treasure a place that it barely loved by anyone. But at least it's a place where I can relax and not be interru-

"Jooie," a familiar voice sang.
I take the part where I said I could relax and not get interrupted back because clearly not.
"What do you want Jungkook?" I asked coldy.
"Woah woah, don't need that attitude."
Ha ha ha he is hilarious. Spoilt, annoying and shameless idiots don't need the slightest respect.
"Anyways, I came up here to take a break from you know.." He looked at me. "My girls." Jungkook smirked as he winked.
Is he trying to be nice or a perveted brat instead?
So I just left him and walked over to another place on the roof. When I was happy with the spot that I had found, I sat down, plugged my earphones in and closed my eyes.
Seconds later, I received a text notification.

The woman who gave birth to me by mistake: remember, I'm expecting 100% on the next test that's coming up. If you don't study enough and give me what I want, be ready for consequences.

My hands trembled noticeably when I read over the word consequences. Slowly, I lifted up my shirt up bit by bit and looked at my bruises and scars. Also known as how my mother shows her love for me. I stared at one particular part that where she hit me. It wasn't bruised, it wasnt scarred but instead scabby and a bit bloody. I'm pretty sure it is infected since it has been like this for a few days. It doesn't hurt tho, probably my heart hurts a lot more. I wish that I could get used to the pain that is caused in my heart as well. But I don't. It just gets worse. I chuckled a little at how pathetic my life is and let a tear drop. Before I knew it, more tears came down.

"you're still here?"

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Cliff hanger yooo
I wonder why Jungkook is being like this? He's usually a lot worse. You will understand me soon :)

Not gonna lie I had writer block for this chapter and it's only the second.. LOL