i'm sorry | jungkook

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Jungkook's POV

Her mother stood there; dumbfounded.
'People will never understand the guilt I feel when I hurt someone that I love'
Does this apply to her too? Because who on earth would hate someone that is their daughter? Hate someone that is precious? Hate someone that is delicate? Hate someone that has been hurt severely before? Because in today's society, humanity thinks that it is okay. But it's not.
To hurt someone, to hurt their heart, are two really two different things. But she did both. And yet, she's sitting in the wrong corner of minjoo's life, acting as if she did nothing wrong, she was right all along and it's okay to treat someone that way.
Like they say, we're all human, we all have feelings. Some are strong, some are weak, some are broken, some are bystanders and some are idiots.
Just like I used to be. A pathetic idiot who only thought about one person that impacted my life in a way it shouldn't have. Blinded by what was good and what was not. So drained in thoughts of her as if it was for the greater good.
But in the end, we're all the same. At one point in life, we will experience something that teaches us a life lesson, to never go back, to stand up for those who are needy and to find out that we..
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have a reason to live.
It is okay to make mistakes, as long as you are truly sorry for what you have done.
So here i am, instead of thinking of Haneul, I'm thinking of Minjoo. Someone who is so delicate and fragile like a vase, that if I made one silly mistake, she would break. again.
Sure, it can be put back together. But after breaking, fixing, breaking and fixing again. The vase would never be the same again. Left with cracks and missing pieces just like the scars on minjoo's wrists.

The next day

Minjoo's POV

Thuds from the rain relaxed and calmed me as the cool breeze blew from my dorm window. It was after school on a Friday, and I'm here sitting and my desk; studying.
My mind raced around as my thoughts took over me. I'm confused and unable to process what has happened.

Flashback

My 'mum' told me to go into her room, alone. And so I did. Extremely terrified, I asked her what she needed.
"Even in the deepest and darkest moments of your life, I didn't realise what was going on. I didn't realise many things Minjoo-ah. I didn't realise that what I was doing hurt you,"
A tear slipped out of her eye as she finished her sentence.
"Please find happiness without me stopping you.." She heaved a sigh and left the room back to the guests. Confused, I had no idea what just happened. Without knowing, a tear slipped out of my eye as well. What did she mean?

End of flashback

I gripped onto my hair slightly and screamed mentally. It doesn't make sense, it doesn't add up.

The clouds were building up to the point where they were packed together. Different shades of grey painted the sky above. I stared at its beauty as the sounds of thunder started to roar. Closing the window disappointingly, I thought of what to do for the rest of the night. Sure I could choose studying but I've learnt how to be happy, And I'm sure as hell it doesn't involve studying.

Knock knock

I dragged myself over to the door and opened it. There stood jungkook with loads of bags that had who knows what in it.
"Got kicked out of my dorm for leaving the windows open and making everything wet, therefore I hope you don't mind me coming in; uninvited," he smiled.
I stood aside and let him come in and shut the door behind him.
"I have movies... And snacks."
He held them up and looked like a hopeful child on Christmas morning.
"You can choose," I replied yawning as the raindrops kept dropping.
"Let's what's a horror movie...the ring?" He suggested.
"Yea yea sure but choose a different one, I already watched that."
He started to play the ring as he said,
"I'm sorry what? I only heard the yea yea sure part."
I rolled my eyes in defeat, grabbed all the pillows and blankets I could find then placed them on the bean bags infront of the screen.

Jungkook's POV

As much as I would like to change the movie, I wanted to watch the ring for a long time. Yea, I could just watch it at my own dorm because I love and live for horror. But he's a tip, don't ever watch a horror movie when you're alone. It's not fun.. seriously.
After the movie started to play, I could help but think about how this story relates to Minjoo.
A story in which a girl isn't wanted. Just like her.
I just hope and wish that in one point her life, she will feel protected and be happy.

Flashback

"Oh and by the way, she's your daughter... not your robot."
Her mother stared at me in disbelief.. She then scoffed and said,
"What'd she tell you?"
"Not a lot but even with the littlest information she has given me, I can tell how much you hurt her, I hurt her, we hurt her.. As for you, you're sitting here as if you're right but as for me, I now know better. She cuts herself to relieve stress, did you know that? Are you even her mother.. Because mothers are supposed to be loving.. Even mine, I've been a jerk to Minjoo for the longest time and yet I still have loving parents and get forgiveness from your daughter... And I'm extremely grateful for that, so why? It's not like Minjoo has done anything wrong to be treated this way, and im sure as hell she does not deserve to be known as the back up plan or the solution. Trust is something that is slowly gained, not from mothers, because usually mothers are the ones you can trust the most, and no matter what you're going through.. they will be there for you. However, you threw it all away when she was born. It is time to change... Minjoo's mother.." I stated.
She looked away, her eyes looked soulless, her body looked weak, her nose became red.
"Get out, please.. Just get out." She commanded.

End of flashback

Who knows what happened after that?
I then came back to reality and stared at the screen.. since when did horror movies have minions in them?
"Why are we watching this?" I asked.
"You weren't even watching the movie I told you to change, so I changed it into something else thanks."
I gave a poker face too her and continued watching.
"Hehehe.. Bottom.." The movie played.
I held my laugh in as the minions made fun of the word 'bottom'.
Cute.
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